Monday, April 14, 2008

The Alive and The Remaining



The Alive and Remaining:

For those who posture that the Rapture will take place at the end of the Tribulation Period, there is one passage of Scripture which utterly destroys this concept and that passage is:

1 Th 4:16 (KJV) For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first:

1 Th 4:17 (KJV) Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.

In view of the detailed insight within the book of Revelation and elsewhere concerning the Anti-Christ and his reign, there cannot be any 'alive and remaining' Acts 2:38 New Testament saints at the end of the Tribulation Period. They would all be killed if they refused to take his mark in their hand or in their forehead. And if they take his mark, they will be totally disqualified for the Rapture as the book of Revelation emphatically declares. There is no exception to this!!! The Rapture could not possibly come at the end of the Tribulation Period for: where are the alive and remaining? The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.

Nor can the Rapture of the Church take place in the middle of the Tribulation Period for the reasons so vividly plain in the Seven Annual Feasts of the Lord given above...

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The Testimony of God and His Word for a Pre-Tribulation Rapture:

"....I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation, which will come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth." Rev 3:10

"Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass," Lk 21:36 (Jesus would not give us a false hope of praying for something that was not going to come to pass for us!)

"And to wait for his Son from heaven, whom he raised from the dead, even Jesus, which delivered (past tense) us from the wrath to come." 1 Th 1:10

"For God hath not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation by our Lord Jesus Christ," 1 Th 5:9

"Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him." Ro 5:9 The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.

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Beautiful Prophetic Picture of Pre-Tribulation Rapture:

Isaiah gives us a most clear picture of the Rapture of the Church and shadows a Pre-Tribulation Rapture!

Isa 26:19 (KJV) Thy dead men shall live, together with my dead body shall they arise. Awake and sing, ye that dwell in dust: for thy dew is as the dew of herbs, and the earth shall cast out the dead. Here is a clear prophetic utterance proclaiming the resurrection.

Isa 26:20 (KJV) Come, my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors about thee: hide thyself as it were for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast. "Come, my people" is an invitation from the Lord to come from where we are to where He is. Enter into thy chambers (the Holy City - he declared he would go to prepare a place for us) and shut thy doors about thee: hide thyself... until the indignation be overpast." The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.

Isa 26:21 (KJV) For, behold, the LORD cometh out of his place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity: the earth also shall disclose her blood, and shall no more cover her slain. The Church is to hide herself as it were until the indignation be overpast for the Lord cometh out of his place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity:" This is not the Church but the earth for their iniquity... The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.



CROWNS:

"....I will give thee a 'crown' of life." Rev 2:10

"....that no man take thy 'crown'..." Rev 3:11

"....and they had on their heads 'crowns' of gold." Rev 4:4

"....shall receive a 'crown' of glory that fadeth not way." 1Pet 5:4

"....he is not 'crowned' except he strive lawfully." 2 Tim 2:5

"....'crown' of righteousness..." 2 Tim 4:8

"....'crown' of rejoicing...1 Th 2:19

"....corruptible 'crown'...1 Cor 9:25


Crowns are mentioned only in relationship with saints and redeemed saints in the scriptures above - only saints of God are promised crowns; not angels nor anything else...

Therefore, we now can see that the Church has been raptured into heaven before Revelation chapter six - Before the Seals are opened. The opening of the Seals at the beginning of chapter 6 ushers in the Tribulation Period! The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.

Understanding:

The Bible says He will appear the second time to those who watch for His appearing. If you are looking for the Tribulation Period to begin and the revealing of the Anti-Christ, then you are looking for the wrong one! The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


There is something 'unrighteous' about this kind of thinking; for if Jesus is not coming until after the revealing of the Anti-Christ and the beginning of the Tribulation Period, or the middle of it - then we can eat, drink, and be merry - straighten up when the Anti-Christ comes on the scene and carry on... The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


This kind of thinking is in opposition to Jesus' teaching that we know not the hour, I can come at any moment, watch and pray, etc. The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


The Church is the Bride of Christ. We have suffered for Him at the hands of our fellow man for nearly 2000 years now. If in addition to this, we have to go through the Tribulation Period, we will not only have suffered, but will have been beaten by the Bridegroom. Jesus is not going to beat His Bride. He is not going to ask more than obedience to His Word. If He asks this of us at the end of the age, then the entire Church will have to be resurrected to go through the Tribulation Period in order for Him to be equitable and fare to all saints in the New Testament Age. The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


Why would the end-time saints have to endure the Tribulation Period, (Wrath of God) while all those who sleep in the graves having gone on before us, escape such a horrific endurance?


The answer is plain: The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


Case Rested...


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For A Moment Of Inspiration: May You Never lose This vision in Your very heart & soul until we all see Him face to face!
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He Was Cut Off In 33 A.D.






He Was Cut Off In 33 A.D.








A most important insight here is that every Jew who holds the scriptures sacred and true, must be forced to see that you cannot have a cutting off of a Messiah unless he had first come!!! He did come...



Jesus Christ of Nazareth came at this exact time in history as all the prophets had foretold. He declared Himself to His People, but He was 'cut off' - this happened in 33 A.D.











FORETOLD: Dan 9:26 "And after threescore and two weeks shall Messiah be cut off,..."
FORETOLD: Isa 53:8 "...for he was cut off out of the land of the living: "


The prophets had prophesied this very thing! Jesus did not come with an earthly kingdom, He came with a spiritual kingdom and the Jewish nation missed it! They were looking for someone to throw out the Romans. If Jesus had thrown out the Romans, they would most assuredly have hailed Him as the Messiah. Today they are doing the same thing again - they are looking for a political figure to throw out the Arabs and Palestinians...


The man who steps on the scene in his own name and makes this political arrangement possible, giving them the Temple Mount and the rights thereon, will be hailed as the Messiah (sent one). The stage, as we can see, is set and most regrettably Israel will fall into the hands of the Anti-Christ… This period of time will be known to Israel as ‘Jacob’s Troubles.’ Pray for the House of Israel throughout all the earth to recognize in Jesus Christ of Nazareth the fullness of their Messianic hopes and dreams.







FORETOLD: Dan 9:26 "And after threescore and two weeks shall Messiah be cut off,..."
FORETOLD: Isa 53:8 "...for he was cut off out of the land of the living: "


The prophets had prophesied this very thing! Jesus did not come with an earthly kingdom, He came with a spiritual kingdom and the Jewish nation missed it! They were looking for someone to throw out the Romans. If Jesus had thrown out the Romans, they would most assuredly have hailed Him as the Messiah. Today they are doing the same thing again - they are looking for a political figure to throw out the Arabs and Palestinians...


The man who steps on the scene in his own name and makes this political arrangement possible, giving them the Temple Mount and the rights thereon, will be hailed as the Messiah (sent one). The stage, as we can see, is set and most regrettably Israel will fall into the hands of the Anti-Christ… This period of time will be known to Israel as ‘Jacob’s Troubles.’ Pray for the House of Israel throughout all the earth to recognize in Jesus Christ of Nazareth the fullness of their Messianic hopes and dreams.


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Proof Units of Biblical and Revelatory Insight


The Bible teaches that the Anti-Christ will be the most powerful figure in the world; so powerful in fact that if you do not take his mark in your hand or forehead, you can neither buy nor sell. He will literally control the whole world and that system and spirit is alive in the earth NOW!!!


However, the same Bible that teaches the Anti-Christ will be the most powerful figure in the earth, also teaches that “….greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world.” (1 John 4:4) Herein is wisdom, YOU CAN’T HAVE TWO ‘GREATERS’ HERE AT THE SAME TIME. Of necessity one of them has to be gone; thus it is written in:


(2 Th 2:7 KJV) For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way.


(2 Th 2:8 KJV) And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming:


Here we can see plainly that ‘he’ letteth or hinders. He that hinders will continue to hinder until he (the church) be taken out of the way and then shall that Wicked (Anti-Christ) be revealed! Note: the word Wicked is capitalized.


The Anti-Christ cannot step on the world scene as long as the Church is here because the Church is GREATER in every way than the powers of the Anti-Christ. We would totally destroy him by fasting and prayer… It is unbiblical to believe anything else.


If the church were going through the Tribulation Period; if we were actually going through something as monumental, as trying, as treacherous as outlined in the book of Revelation and elsewhere in the scriptures, wouldn’t you think God would have given some instructions in the New Testament to the Church on how to prepare, how to get through the Tribulation Period? There is not one line, not one word of any such instruction because: The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period!


God gave 21 books of epistles or letters to the Church on how to live, how to prepare for His coming, to watch for His appearing… but not ONE INSTRUCTION on how to get through it because: The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


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Old Testament Shadows


The Old Testament Typifies A PRE-TRIBULATION RAPTURE



For Example:


Noah was in the ark before the judgment came – he and his family were born above the destruction…


Lot was taken out of Sodom the same day the fire fell…


Joseph married a Gentile Bride and saved her from seven years of famine…


Rahab was saved from the judgment of the city…


Moses and the Hebrew children suffered persecution, but before God destroyed Egypt in the Red Sea they were safe on the other side…



We will continue to see persecution of the Church before the coming of the Lord, but this has been going on since 33 AD. Persecution comes from your fellow man, but the Wrath of God is not reserved for His Bride, His Church… it is reserved for those who know not God and those who refuse to serve Him.


It may be of interest for you to know that more Christians were martyred in the last century than all other centuries put together since 33 AD when the church was born… all of that came from our fellow man, not the wrath of God upon the earth…


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One of the most powerful influences from the Scriptures pointing to a Pre-Tribulation Rapture is the study of the Seven Annual Feasts of The Lord. These feasts were kept by the Hebrew Children from year to year throughout their generations. The annual keeping of the seven feasts by the Hebrew Children was a 'Rehearsal' in type and shadow of things to come. The book of Leviticus outlines these feasts and the laws of observance surrounding them. Please study from Leviticus chapter 23.


The feasts were celebrated annually in an exact order and on set dates WITHOUT EXCEPTION!!! The Laws of God as given to the Hebrew Children were to be executed exactly as he had outlined them. Again, there were NO EXCEPTIONS to the requirements, nor the dates, nor the order of the dates. The Hebrew Children kept these feast days annually from generation to generation. A close study of the chart below will bring you to a conclusive conclusion concerning the Rapture of the Church in relationship to the Tribulation Period. The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


The Lord required the Hebrew Children to worship in type and shadow the entire Church Age as it would appear and progress to a conclusive end in His master plan for man... The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.



Please Note:


The Seven Annual Feasts Point to a Pre-Tribulation Rapture: ... Please Look at The Botton for the picture of the time line that was to be here.









The Seven Annual Feasts of the Lord were celebrated in type and shadow forecasting the entire Church Age. In detail the Hebrew Children celebrated these feasts with dedication and consecration annually throughout their generations for thousands of years. It was, I reiterate, a 'Rehearsal' of things to come!


The Passover Feast was a type of the Crucifixion,

The Feast of Unleavened Bread was a type of the Burial,

The Feast of First Fruits was a type of the Resurrection,

The Feast of Pentecost was a type of the Birth of the Church,

The Feast of Trumpets was a type of the Rapture of the Church,

The Feast of Atonement was a type of the Tribulation Period, and finally

The Feast of Tabernacles was a type of the Millennial Reign as diagramed above.


It is of utmost importance to remember, I reiterate, that without exception the feasts were celebrated in order of God's direction, on the same day each year, and in the same order each year. THERE WERE NO EXCEPTIONS!!!

Note that the Feast of Trumpets (a type of the Rapture) was celebrated on Oct 1st. The Feast of Atonement (a type of the Tribulation Period) was celebrated nine days later on Oct 10th. The Feast of Trumpets was never celebrated in the 'middle' of the Day of Atonement or the typed Tribulation Period. Nor was it celebrated at the 'end' of the Feast of Atonement or the typed Tribulation Period. The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period.


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Prophetically Speaking

PROPHETICALLY SPEAKING

WHY THE CHURCH WILL NOT GO THROUGH THE TRIBULATION

Answers you have been looking for...

Daniel Interprets The Dream

Daniel's Seventy Weeks, the backbone of prophecy, is one of the greatest prophecy studies in the entire Bible and is one of the closest things that can be proven time wise. The one aspect of this lesson herein discussed is: Will the church go through the Tribulation Period? The Biblical answer is - NO!

Dan 9:24 Seventy weeks are determined upon thy people and upon thy holy city, to finish the transgression, and to make an end of sins, and to make reconciliation for iniquity, and to bring in everlasting righteousness, and to seal up the vision and prophecy, and to anoint the most Holy.


Dan 9:25 Know therefore and understand, that from the going forth of the commandment to restore and to build Jerusalem unto the Messiah the Prince shall be seven weeks, and threescore and two weeks: the street shall be built again, and the wall, even in troublous times.


Dan 9:26 And after threescore and two weeks shall Messiah be cut off, but not for himself: and the people of the prince that shall come shall destroy the city and the sanctuary; and the end thereof shall be with a flood, and unto the end of the war desolations are determined.

Seventy weeks are determined upon thy people - what people? Who was the Lord addressing? He was addressing Daniel who was a Jew. Seventy weeks are determined upon thy people - the Jewish people. This has nothing to do with the Gentile Church or the Bride of Christ. The Church Will Not Go Through The Tribulation Period!

There are six things specifically outlined by God in verse 24 that He intends to accomplish against Israel for her failure to serve Him:

l - to finish the transgression

2 - to make an end of sins

3 - to make reconciliation for iniquity

4 - to bring in everlasting righteousness

5 - to seal up the vision and prophecy

6 - to anoint the most Holy

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Definition:

Herein when the word Tribulation is used it distinctly refers to the Great Tribulation, Day of the Lord, or the Great Day of the Lord as stated in the Scriptures. It does not refer to daily trials and tribulations.

Understanding:

There are ‘Mainstream Truths’ in the Bible. The ‘Oneness’ of God is a ‘Mainstream’ Truth,” The Mercy of God is a ‘Mainstream Truth,’ the Love of God is a ‘Mainstream Truth,’ etc. The church will not go through the Tribulation Period is also a “Mainstream Truth.”

There are Old Testament saints, there are New Testament saints, and there are Tribulation saints. We can look back upon the Old Testament saints and see what they were and what qualified them to be saints. We see New Testament saints because we live here. We do not know all the particulars about Tribulation saints; only that they will most definitely exist during those most horrific times in Bible prophecy.

It is of utmost importance to understand that the Old Testament prophets did not see the Church Age. Abraham looked for a city whose builder and maker was God - we found it!!! Isaiah of all the prophets had the greatest insight into the messianicship of Jesus of Nazareth, but not the church age.

The Jewish prophets saw the Day of the Lord or the Tribulation as mentioned in: (Joel 2:1 KJV) Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy mountain: let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the LORD cometh, for it is nigh at hand; and

(Joel 2:11 KJV) And the LORD shall utter his voice before his army: for his camp is very great: for he is strong that executeth his word: for the day of the LORD is great and very terrible; and who can abide it?

God is most definitely referring to a certain day or a certain time as again we see in:

(Rev 16:14 KJV) For they are the spirits of devils, working miracles, which go forth unto the kings of the earth and of the whole world, to gather them to the battle of that great day of God Almighty.

(Zec 14:1 KJV) Behold, the day of the LORD cometh, and thy spoil shall be divided in the midst of thee.

(Zec 14:2 KJV) For I will gather all nations against Jerusalem to battle; and the city shall be taken, and the houses rifled, and the women ravished; and half of the city shall go forth into captivity, and the residue of the people shall not be cut off from the city.

(Rev 7:14 KJV) And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

God’s direct displeasure was poured out upon the Jews and their nation through the voices of the Prophets of old and because of their failure to serve Him - punishment was eminent.

Again refer with me to (Dan 9:24 KJV) Seventy weeks are determined upon thy people and upon thy holy city, to finish the transgression, and to make an end of sins, and to make reconciliation for iniquity, and to bring in everlasting righteousness, and to seal up the vision and prophecy, and to anoint the most Holy. Notice here that God says, “Seventy weeks are determined upon THY PEOPLE. THY PEOPLE without question refers directly to the people of Daniel, the Jewish people. This pronouncement of judgment and future events has nothing to do with the New Testament Church. It refers only to the Jewish nation and the Jewish people.

God knew by foreknowledge that the Jews in the end result would not serve Him. He knew He was going to set the Jews aside for a period of time and take a people out of the Gentiles for His Name’s sake because the Gentiles who sat in darkness would see and receive a ‘great light.’ In other words, the Gentiles would hear and believe…

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Further Understanding:

When Babylon came across and conquered Israel in 606 BC and carried them away captive into Babylon, the nation of Israel ceased to be a world empire and the ‘Times of the Gentiles’ began with Israel being in seventy years of captivity directly under Babylon. From the going forth of the commandment until the building of Jerusalem was seven weeks as noted in (Dan 9:25 KJV). Know therefore and understand, that from the going forth of the commandment to restore and to build Jerusalem unto the Messiah the Prince shall be seven weeks, and threescore and two weeks: the street shall be built again, and the wall, even in troublous times.

We know from history that it took Nehemiah 49 years to rebuild and complete his building project in Jerusalem. If the Bible stated seven weeks, then by dividing 49 years by seven weeks, we can find out how long a week is. It was seven years long. With this understanding, now we can determine how long it was from the going forth of the commandment to rebuild and restore Jerusalem until the Messiah the Prince. We have seven weeks plus threescore and two weeks or 69 weeks until the cutting off of the Messiah. 69 weeks x 7 years equals 483 years to the day. This is the closest thing that can be proven time-wise in the Bible. But where is the last seven years or the Seventieth Week? It is the Tribulation Period, which will be seven years long. It is God’s final stroke of judgment against the House of Israel for their failure to serve Him.

Sandwiched in between the 69th and 70th week is the period of the Church Age out of which God will take a people for His Name’s sake… Herein is glorious understanding!

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Jesus Christ Sees All !!!

Jesus Christ Sees All !!!
Are You in His book Of Life & Death ?

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This is a very warm Welcome To each of You whom came unto this place, i_am godschild cc Home I am glad that you decided to join. I am sure you will find many blessings with us as I am sure you will be a blessing to our family. i_amgodschildcc Home is a Special Room for us to come to for PRAISE and WORSHIP to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, praying for each other, praying for all prayer requests that are shared with us, share testimonies, Bible studies, Christian devotionals, poems, songs and Christian inspirational sites. We are a group of believers dedicated to lifting in prayer the needs that are shared with us, sustain our brethen, Praise the Lord, spread the Wordof God and to reach out to lost and unsaved souls.OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE HAS NO PLACE IN THIS CHRIST CENTERED HOME!!! Because many people has grown up in hearing and /or using offensive language, this is very painful to ALL of us in this home it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!! If someone post those types of Offensive lanuage you will be deleated Immediately DISMISSED otherwise Banned from this Home of the Lord Jesus Christ it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!!! There is NO asking for Donations or Money of to Send Money of any kind in Advertising your work. If the Lord wants someone to send money to a person, He will place it upon the heart of someone to do so. It would be appreciated if All people whom come to this site that if You whom come to post here that You would refrain from Gossip or Critizing people here in this home of Jesus Christ for we do Not do any kind of disagreements, nor we Debate it anything in this Home at All!! It will Not, for the Lord say's in His Sword of His Own Word in this manner for all of Us to follow and adhere to: "You brood of snakes ! How could evil men like you speak what is good and right? For whatever is in your heart determines what you say. A good person produces good words from a good heart, and an evil person produces evil words from an evil heart. And I tell You this, that YOU Must give an account on Judgement day of every idle word You speak The Words You say now reflects Your fate then; either You will be justified by them or You will be condemned...[Matt.12:34-36N.L.T.] Feel free to post on the message board as the Holy Spirit leads you. Please share your prayers and be in agreement with other prayers that are shared with us. Let's just lift Holy hands and Praise the Lord today!!

14 Oh, how generous and gracious our Lord was! He filled me with the faith and love that come from Christ Jesus.

15 This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all. 16 But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life. 17 All honor and glory to God forever and ever! He is the eternal King, the unseen one who never dies; he alone is God. Amen.

1 Timothy 1:14-17 (New Living Translation)

My Prayer for You in each one of you as an individual person and family and friends as well as aquaintances this journey we call life is for All of You!

10 Love each other with genuine affection,[a] and take delight in honoring each other. 11 Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically.[b] 12 Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. 13 When God’s people are in need, be ready to help them. Always be eager to practice hospitality.

Romans 12:10-13 (New Living Translation)



My Testimony

Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had a Foster Mother in whom I loved so very much for such as I was literally told by her momma from an infant that she wasn't my true Mother that I had a real mother with many siblings living with her and I'd had better get used to it in my life and as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infancy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her home. Now in my "Real Mother's " home it was so much of a vast differences in her home, and having bad motives and none action that wasn't alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment that for sure was very unstable for my own personal growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and I knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being my foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years earlier). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3. It was horrible that at times It just speaks to all of those horable things that had happened to me while living in that place of such high frequencies of motives and in - actions that only a person like me had gone through in a persons own life, of the horrors that went in that place. I later in years found out the real reasons all of those mean actions of the way she was to me and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.Bu they cursed at me telling me that I was No good and I wasn't going to amount to anything and more cursing came at me like it rolled like a thunder storm in every breath they had taken and couldn't even ask why,I couldn't share my thoughts with them because sure enough I would get it again. They had their parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend with things in the home got broken simly because it would be broken up , fighting, cursing at each other, the windows of the car got broken by a brick being thrown from mother's hand because of those things he had done to her. I knew that I was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen. Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil. Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had. After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled his brown "Dr. Peppers" glass with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same. Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I ws No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germany that has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been like in what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters, thieves. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom I'd hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some of the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkest days in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure to me but as a sperm donor for my mother[Real] is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someones home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some help in a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. Man I was so bitterly angry at men so I had turn into a homosexual for a time and when I was in my stupor while drinking I had come to realize what the heck I was doing in a relationship with this woman and I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept it up after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more answers to all of my un - answered questions that they had helped me with in my life. They had a quaint little place which was half restaurant, and church. But I got saved in August 18, 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling them I had found about when I saw neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God and I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still. But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of ways that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words to Him Jesus Christ whom I love very deeply inside of myself and is my King, my Lover , whom rules and judges me when it comes to my own final curtain call for me to Bow down at His feet awaiting my own judgement just as everyone else in this earth it is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter's wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that whom truly knows me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my lif No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" The Prayer that I had used to bring me out of which I had been in for so very long in my own personal life and may it help anyone whom is out in this world that has come of those simliar things as I had done. Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had loved so very much for such as Iand as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infantcy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her homeand not having bad motives and none action that wasn't been alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment is unstable for your growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and i knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being a foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years later). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3.It was horrible that at times I just speak of the horrors that went in that place.I later in years found out the real reasons all of those means and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.They had thier parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend I knew i was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen.Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil.Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had.After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same.Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germanythat has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been likein what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some aof the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkes dayst in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure tp me but as a sperm donor is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someone home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some helpin a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more. They had a quaint little place which was half resturant, and church. But I got saved that year of 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling themI had found about when I saw Neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still.But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like still be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of way that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words as it is in tounges is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter hs His wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that know me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my life No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" Prayer: Father, I loose any stronghold in my life protecting wrong feelings I have against anyone. Forgive me as I forgive those who have caused me pain, loss or grief. I loose any desire for retribution or to rectify. In the name of Jesus, I loose the power and effects of any harsh or hard words (word curses) spoken about me, to me or by me. I loose any strongholds connected with them. I loose all generational bondages and their stronghold from myself. I thank you Jesus that you have promised whatsoever I bind and loose on earth will be bound and loosed in heaven. In Jesus name, I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace.I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace. Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. . Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. .

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