Thursday, January 31, 2008

TURNING THINGS UPSIDE DOWN

TURNING THINGS UPSIDE DOWN

"Ye turn things upside down! Shall the Potter be counted as clay; that the thing made should say of Him that made it, He made me not, He hath no understanding."--

Isa_29:16

(R.V. marg.).

WILL YOU let your Saviour frame your life and make it what He will? All power is His in heaven and on earth. Do not resist His moulding touch, or say that He has no understanding of your peculiar difficulties or temperament. Let Him appoint your place in life, and endow you with the wisdom and strength needed for the right discharge of its responsibilities.

By the Holy Spirit He forms in us His own life, leading us to walk in the way that pleases Him best, not following our own desires and wishes, but His; yielding to Him our will and obeying His instruction.

PRAYER

Great Potter, fashion us! Wise Artificer, frame us! Pierced Hands, guide us where we should go. We will not be perverse children, but submit to Thy wise understanding and trust where we cannot see, committing the keeping of our souls to Thee in well-doing, as unto a faithful Creator. AMEN. i_amgodschild.


God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

God's Grace Teaching Us

God's Grace Teaching Us

For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men, teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in the present age, looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ. (

Tit_2:11-13

)

Time and again, we have considered the connection between grace and justification. "Being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus...In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace" (

Rom_3:24 andEph_1:7

). Now, we have an opportunity to ponder once more the relationship between grace and sanctification. "For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men." It is God's grace that brings salvation to mankind. For nearly 2,000 years, that saving grace of the Lord has been offered to humanity through the preaching of the gospel. This particular verse now adds another function to the work of grace. "For the grace of God [is] teaching us."

The grace of God not only saves the souls of all who believe; it also works in believers' lives to teach and instruct them. God's grace, working through His word ("The word of His grace" —

Act_20:32

), instructs and shapes our thinking and living: "Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in the present age." It is the will of our Heavenly Father that His children turn away from that which is worldly and spiritually compromising. He wants us to walk in godliness, in Christlikeness. God works this into our hearts by His grace.

God's grace also develops expectant lives, eager to have the Lord Jesus return for His people: "Looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ."

The grace of God impacting our hearts through His word by His Spirit is His divine means to bring about such transformation in us. To view sanctification as something we can produce through our own performance (that is, by law) is akin to overlooking God's grace and underestimating the provisions of the cross of Christ. "I do not set aside the grace of God; for if righteousness comes through the law, then Christ died in vain" (

Gal_2:21

).

Dear Jesus, my great God and Savior, I want to live in eager anticipation of Your return. Meanwhile, I desire to please You by growing in godliness and in applied righteousness. Thank You for Your longsuffering love, patiently teaching me by Your grace—the grace that I sometimes neglect, attempting to produce all of these realities by the striving of my flesh. From such vanity I turn to hope in You, Lord Jesus, Amen. i_amgodschild.


God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

OIL SOLVES ISSUES



"And a woman having an ISSUE of blood twelve years, which had spent all her living upon physicians, neither could be healed of any, Came behind Him, and touched the BORDER of His garment; and immediately her issue was stanched…And Jesus said, 'Somebody hath touched Me: for I PERCEIVE that virtue is gone out of Me.' And when the woman saw that she was NOT HID, she came trembling, and falling down before Him, she declared unto Him before all the people for what cause she had touched Him, and how she was HEALED IMMEDIATELY. And He said unto her, 'Daughter, be of good comfort: thy FAITH hath made thee WHOLE; go in peace.' " (Luke 8: 43-48 KJV)

I am amazed with what I see as lack of faith in the "Body of Christ" and the resulting sin in BELIEVING that God is UNABLE or unwilling to touch people's lives today! The Church is a powerless force in the world today due to our disbelief! Why is there "head knowledge" but no equal response from the heart? I believe the deception is rooted in our allowing "the cares of this world, the deceitfulness of riches, and the lust for other things" to cut off the life of God in us (Matthew 13: 22).

The Lord says, "Do not worry about your life..." (Matthew 6: 25), but our carnal minds shout that this is foolishness! We must consider how we are going to live, where we’ll get food and water, how we are to care for our children, and get them the education they need, etc. We rush through our lives helter-skelter amassing temporal things. Our frantic lifestyle makes it difficult to maintain relationships with our family and a relationship with God is often not a consideration. Both have been pushed out of our heart and are replaced by the "cares of this world" (ISSUES) we ourselves created. Chained to the oppression of this world order our belief in anything is jaded; for many it is dead. Our heart serves another master, one that always seeks to destroy us (body, soul, and spirit) (1 Peter 5: 8).

There are many "healers" in the world today and we spend everything we have (in our own strength) to find a "quick-fix" way to remove the issues. FINALLY, we come to the "end of ourselves," It is in our desperation ( i.e. diagnosis of cancer or other illnesses, loss of job and home, children being taken away, addictions, a jail sentence, threats of impending war, emotional illness, the list is endless) that we are brought to our knees and we realize that God has seen the issues we thought were hidden. We are indeed fortunate if, in this moment of humility, we recognize our NEED for Him (Psalm 107: 10-30). Are you aware that the prostrate posture is the position that we as believers should be in as we come into God’s presence (John 3: 30). Prostrate means lying with face to the ground, in submission or humility; overcome; overthrown (prostrate with grief); physically exhausted. Prostration means to throw yourself in front of (Oxford Dictionary). Why?

The title CHRIST signifies "the Anointed One." The anointing oil (the anointing is Holy Spirit; the oil, a symbol of His empowerment) pools in the areas we submit to (lay before) Christ. In Numbers 16: 38- 41 the Lord gave Moses instructions for Israel about the importance of fringes in the borders of their garments. Verses 39 and 40 say, "And it shall be unto you for a fringe, that ye may look upon it, and remember all the commandments of the LORD, and DO THEM; and that ye seek NOT after your own heart and your own eyes, after which ye used to go a whoring; that ye may remember, and do all My commandments, and be holy unto your God." Psalm 133 talks of the precious oil (symbolic presence of Holy Spirit) being poured out on the head of Aaron as he is anointed to carry out his office as priest. Aaron stands and the oil flows downward over his face and on down to the hem of his garment where it begins to pool. We have to prostrate ourselves in order to come into contact with the anointing oil and our healing is completed according to the measure of our FAITH (BELIEF that God IS ABLE) (Matthew 9: 27-29; 15: 28).

The woman with the issue was not considered a believer and yet, BY FAITH IN THE ABILITY OF JESUS TO HEAL HER; when she touched the hem of His garment she was IMMEDIATELY made "whole." She had no preconceived, "self-made" plans to accomplish her healing; she was prostrate (in humility) before God, recognizing HIS MAJESTY and her NEED for His grace. In FAITH she RECEIVED what He freely gives to all who come to Him (Matthew 11: 28, 29). Did you notice that the healing VIRTUE flowed FROM JESUS automatically? He didn’t stop to touch the woman, speak to her, nothing. His healing VIRTUE WAS AUTOMATICALLY ACTIVATED BY HER FAITH (BELIEF in HIS ABILITY) as she reached out to touch His hem! Hallelujah! It is the SAME kind of faith that activated your pardon from sin and gave you His miracle of SALVATION! In fact, whole means "to save, deliver, or protect." I draw your attention to the fact that the woman "spoke/ confessed/testified of her healing" to Jesus and those around her (Romans 10: 6-13) BEFORE Jesus assured her she was healed. Her BELIEF made her whole (saved, delivered, and healed…all at the same time)!

The SIMPLE GOSPEL; so EASY, yet we have so complicated this free gift by injecting it with the methods of man to the point that very FEW of the Western churches today ever see the healing power of Jesus Christ in their midst! That means that the Church is NOT functioning in the WHOLENESS of the Gospel power as God intended (Matthew 9: 4-8)! Our UNBELIEF is a sin against God and until we, the Church, acknowledge our sin and REPENT individually and corporately we will continue to remain as a pile of dead bones; sick and powerless within the chaos of this present world order (Revelation 2 & 3).

ARISE CHURCH; WALK IN THE VICTORY JESUS DIED FOR US TO HAVE!

My question this week: "Do you recognize your issues and do you believe He is ABLE and WANTS to heal you?"

If need prayer or a word of encouragement in your life,
please email your request to: judy@willtheseboneslive.com
http://willtheseboneslive.com

God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Look Again And Think


25Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? Matthew 6:25.

We all need to focus living one day at a time as a discipline that we ALL have to focus on when we live in these troublesome times that You and I face each and every day that we face daily and as we do in remembering what our scriptures has already shared with us about it. It is of the LORD's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not.They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. Lam.3:22,23.

There is scarcely any sin against which our Lord Jesus more warns his disciples, than disquieting, distracting, distrustful cares about the things of this life. This often insnares the poor as much as the love of wealth does the rich. But there is a carefulness about temporal things which is a duty, though we must not carry these lawful cares too far. Take no thought for your life. Not about the length of it; but refer it to God to lengthen or shorten it as he pleases; our times are

in his hand, and they are in a good hand. Not about the comforts of this life; but leave it to God to make it bitter or sweet as he pleases. Food and raiment God has promised, therefore we may expect them. Take no thought for the morrow, for the time to come. Be not anxious for the future, how you shall live next year, or when you are old, or what you shall leave behind you. As we must not boast of tomorrow, so we must not care for to-morrow, or the events of it. God has given us life, and has

given us the body. And what can he not do for us, who did that? If we take care about our souls and for eternity, which are more than the body and its life, we may leave it to God to provide for us food and raiment, which are less. Improve this as an encouragement to trust in God. We must reconcile ourselves to our worldly estate, as we do to our stature. We cannot alter the disposals of Providence, therefore we must submit and resign ourselves to them. Thoughtfulness for our souls is the best

cure of thoughtfulness for the world. Seek first the kingdom of God, and make religion your business: say not that this is the way to starve; no, it is the way to be well provided for, even in this world. The conclusion of the whole matter is, that it is the will and command of the Lord Jesus, that by daily prayers we may get strength to bear us up under our daily troubles, and to arm us against the temptations that attend them, and then let none of these things move us. Happy are those who

take the Lord for their God, and make full proof of it by trusting themselves wholly to his wise disposal. Let thy Spirit convince us of sin in the want of this disposition, and take away the worldliness of our hearts. For these very reasons it so easy to slip back into worrying about tomorrows dwelling on those "if' only". Each day brings a host of things we cannot change: there will alway's be circumstances beyond our control. We must face the reality of who we are... human being confined within the slice of life we call today. It is tempting to deny the present, but escaping reality is really having insanity of our way of thinking in a person's own mind. Like the scriptures shares with everyone ..."Don't worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will bring worries, Today's troubles is enough for today." (Matt.6:27,34). The Prophet Jeremiah said," The faithful love of the love never ends ! " His mercies never ends. Great is His faithfulness of love and His mercies Never ends it begins afresh each morning" (Lam.3:22,23). Since God's comes in daily does", thats the best way in life for All of us to do in facing life. Food for thought: We need to ask ourselves at every turn in life, Am I accepting this present moment, or trying to escape into the past or the future? Each day there is something we can find joy in, and there is strength promised for the troubles of the day that day. The Psalmist wrote," This is the day that the Lord has made. We will be glad in it." (Psalms 118:24). We,too, can choose to find joy,strength,and when we accept each day's realities in our life then it works much better for everyone. God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Praying For All Whom Is Need Of A Prayer

Dear Precious Father; As We come unto Your Throne of Grace today, there is so many needs to be met and heard and acknowleded before You at this very hour in beholding You and guiding us, protecting us, helping us to come through everything that has come upon at this very time and hour and we realize that it is only for a season in coming through by Your Holy Ghost power which defends us as You sit right next to us and hold us in your loving arms as we cry on Your shoulders in knowing that all will be well as Your very words guides us deeply with us as Your Children in whom You love as Your mighty provisions come forth before us right now. Oh, Father, we confess to You these words as You already have said in Your words that we take so much comfort in our lives, even though right now it does not feel it right now but as time goes by it will be totally strengthened by You inside of our hearting souls, sickness, family crisis, deaths, and all of our own mis-understanding of all of the situation that come with circumstaces that has us not so faithful unto those words of faith at this time. Father, in the Name of Jesus we confess healings unto you . As we do this, I believe and say unto our own spirits that Your word will not return to You void in behalf of all whom are in need of prayer today. But it will be accomplished in what Your Word say it will. Therefore, we believe it completely, from the top o our heads to the soles of our feet, accordingly to ( 1Pe.2:24). It is said and written in Your Word that You Jesus has taken each of our infirmities and has bore all of sickness. Now, Therefore we can come bodly and with confidcence that we can share with others on Your authority that it is redeemed from all cureses of sickness and diseases, and death of a loved ones, And so much for it to tolerated it's symptoms that we have in us. So, Satan we do speak loudly unto You at this very hour in the Name of Jesus and whole heartedly say that your principalities, powers, your spirit whom rules the present darkness, and all of your spiritual wickedness in heavenly places are totally bound from operationg in any way shape or form in our lives today. For we are alway's the Properiety of the Almighty God and we certainly don't ever give you NO place in our lives. For absolutely dwell in the secret place of our Most High God and we abide in Him, Simply because through Him we are stable, and are fixed right under the shadow of His wings of Jesus Christ is the Almighty, whose power or any foe can withstand at all. For I have encamped myself in You Jesus has delievered us from the deepest parts of my nature, immortal spirit even down to the joints and marrows of my bones and we have given him our worship and our Holy reverence only unto the Lord in our life and Satan Your NOT included by any means. For No kind of evil, calamity, plague shall NOT come near my dwelling, family, for I confess this word till it comes to pass in my life, For God gives us a sound mind that delievers in having confidence in what He's already has given us to use in His word that's already operating in me that makes me free from death in the Name of Jesus. For I have on the shield of faith that alway's protects me from all of those firery darts of the wickedness. For I hold on firmly to this confession of my faith, my righteousness by the finished work of Jesus, for I stand on Holy Ground, the temple of the Holy Ghost's Spirit in the Word of God which totally stands unmovable and I stand fix on the Lord Jesus Christ. I am not getting rid of sin. I am the righteous resisting all temptations. I am healed by the Cross that already has taken All of my infirmities and All sickness. If Jesus Christ had bore them, I need not bare them. For I was already healed since I was saved. My Healing is eternal and absolutely nothing can change it! All sickness, disease, death is unholy enemy trying to steal to stand upon Holy ground, No tresspassers on His Holy private properiety which is Jesus Christ and it's sacred place and the thief isn't welcomed on the grounds of the Temple of the Holy Spirit. God has sent His Word and healed me and has delievered me from all afflictions. He's already given me the Promises are medicine and healing for My flesh. His Anointing of the Holy Ghost has also been sent to every partof my being, emotional, and physcial. It's the same Holy Spirit that's raised Jesus Christ from the dead and His Name is Jehovah Ropha and is My covenant leader with His striped of Jesus He's Healed me. Thank You Precious Jesus that Satan is bound and I will confess my healing until it comes, for I just don't want to waver or doubt your Word becomes it comes from Your Word. Thank You for the Word that come through so clearly for us to use in the midst of troubles that comes for us as we study and meditate on it because it helps us in our life today as we live in today's living as we wait upon You. Father comfort all of the people whom familes are dealing with today and send them your peace like never before in encouragement as they grow in You. Thank You Father in helping us grow in the Word so that can and will use in this world of which we live and it's foundations that builds us up like never before or in all of those years which has passed, for the people of old didn't have what we have as we look to it in have You each and every day when You've allowed us each day to be among the people whom needs You but rejects your word. Father we will always pry for all others and when given a change to share what You've have taught us which is in our gift of the Bible. As I close Father I praise You and glorify You alway's and as we come togather and know that where is there two we acknowldege it and share as is Matt.16:18,19, for it You that we can share everything that comes our way in our lives and we give You all honor and gratitude of all of what You have done in the Name of Jesus We ask and Seek, knock on the doors of heaven. In giving our reverances unto You today. Amen! Amen! i_amgodschild.





God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Devotionals Today




Adam & Eve With Able & Cain






Morning Verse



"Abel was a keeper of sheep." Genesis 4:2


As a shepherd Abel sanctified his work to the glory of God, and offered a sacrifice of blood upon his altar, and the Lord had respect unto Abel and his offering. This early type of our Lord is exceedingly clear and distinct. Like the first streak of light which tinges the east at sunrise, it does not reveal everything, but it clearly manifests the great fact that the sun is coming. As we see Abel, a shepherd and yet a priest, offering a sacrifice of sweet smell unto God, we discern our Lord, who brings before His Father a sacrifice to which Jehovah ever hath respect. Abel was hated by his brother--hated without a cause; and even so was the Saviour: the natural and carnal man hated the accepted man in whom the Spirit of grace was found, and rested not until his blood had been shed. Abel fell, and sprinkled his altar and sacrifice with his own blood, and therein sets forth the Lord Jesus slain by the enmity of man while serving as a priest before the Lord. "The good Shepherd layeth down His life for the sheep." Let us weep over Him as we view Him slain by the hatred of mankind, staining the horns of His altar with His own blood. Abel's blood speaketh. "The Lord said unto Cain, 'The voice of thy brother's blood crieth unto Me from the ground.'" The blood of Jesus hath a mighty tongue, and the import of its prevailing cry is not vengeance but mercy. It is precious beyond all preciousness to stand at the altar of our good Shepherd! to see Him bleeding there as the slaughtered priest, and then to hear His blood speaking peace to all His flock, peace in our conscience, peace between Jew and Gentile, peace between man and his offended Maker, peace all down the ages of eternity for blood-washed men. Abel is the first shepherd in order of time, but our hearts shall ever place Jesus first in order of excellence. Thou great Keeper of the sheep, we the people of Thy pasture bless Thee with our whole hearts when we see Thee slain for us.





Evening Verse






"Turn away mine eyes from beholding vanity; and quicken Thou me in Thy way." Psalm 119:37




There are divers kinds of vanity. The cap and bells of the fool, the mirth of the world, the dance, the lyre, and the cup of the dissolute, all these men know to be vanities; they wear upon their forefront their proper name and title. Far more treacherous are those equally vain things, the cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches. A man may follow vanity as truly in the counting-house as in the theatre. If he be spending his life in amassing wealth, he passes his days in a vain show. Unless we follow Christ, and make our God the great object of life, we only differ in appearance from the most frivolous. It is clear that there is much need of the first prayer of our text. "Quicken Thou me in Thy way." The Psalmist confesses that he is dull, heavy, lumpy, all but dead. Perhaps, dear reader, you feel the same. We are so sluggish that the best motives cannot quicken us, apart from the Lord Himself. What! will not hell quicken me? Shall I think of sinners perishing, and yet not be awakened? Will not heaven quicken me? Can I think of the reward that awaiteth the righteous, and yet be cold? Will not death quicken me? Can I think of dying, and standing before my God, and yet be slothful in my Master's service? Will not Christ's love constrain me? Can I think of His dear wounds, can I sit at the foot of His cross, and not be stirred with fervency and zeal? It seems so! No mere consideration can quicken us to zeal, but God Himself must do it, hence the cry, "Quicken Thou me." The Psalmist breathes out his whole soul in vehement pleadings: his body and his soul unite in prayer. "Turn away mine eyes," says the body: "Quicken Thou me," cries the soul. This is a fit prayer for every day. O Lord, hear it in my case this night. God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

As You Consider Who to Elect - Consider the Attack on Christian Values





We are in a war against our Christian culture. Cultures are built on the shared values of its citizens. Today like never before our Christian culture is engaged in an all out battle for dominion. The question remains, "Who will win the war for dominion?"

The United States of America was founded on biblical Christian ideologies. In fact our Christian values reflect the very values of our King Jesus the Christ. He told us to pray "thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth just as it is in heaven." That prayer is not just limited to praying for God's blessings to arrive on earth in some distant future but to pray for the establishing and advancement of Christ Kingdom culture right now.

KINGDOM CULTURE ASSAULTED
Kingdom culture is found in Kingdom values. All those who are born again believers are called to establish and advance Christ Kingdom culture on earth. Today, however, we find ourselves defending those values. As citizens of the Kingdom of God through the new birth our Kingdom culture is under an all out assault by principalities and demon powers.

Some use the attacks against our Kingdom culture to buttress their argument that Jesus is coming soon. I too believe that Christ is returning but that doesn't give me license to ignore what's taking place around me. I'm not called to duck and run when the battle for our Christian values is under attack. On the contrary, if you are a citizen of Christ Kingdom then you too have a responsibility to defend the Kingdom of God. As citizens of the Kingdom of heaven we have a responsibility to establish kingdom culture around us......


Homosexuals use Fairy Tale Weddings to attack Christian Culture and Traditional Family Values

by Jonas Clark

We are in a war against our Christian culture. Cultures are built on the shared values of its citizens. Today like never before our Christian culture is engaged in an all out battle for dominion. The question remains, "Who will win the war for dominion?"

Liberty Bell -- Christian Culture Traditional Family ValuesThe United States of America was founded on biblical Christian ideologies. In fact our Christian values reflect the very values of our King Jesus the Christ. He told us to pray "thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth just as it is in heaven." That prayer is not just limited to praying for God's blessings to arrive on earth in some distant future but to pray for the establishing and advancement of Christ Kingdom culture right now.

KINGDOM CULTURE ASSAULTED
Kingdom culture is found in Kingdom values. All those who are born again believers are called to establish and advance Christ Kingdom culture on earth. Today, however, we find ourselves defending those values. As citizens of the Kingdom of God through the new birth our Kingdom culture is under an all out assault by principalities and demon powers.

Some use the attacks against our Kingdom culture to buttress their argument that Jesus is coming soon. I too believe that Christ is returning but that doesn't give me license to ignore what's taking place around me. I'm not called to duck and run when the battle for our Christian values is under attack. On the contrary, if you are a citizen of Christ Kingdom then you too have a responsibility to defend the Kingdom of God. As citizens of the Kingdom of heaven we have a responsibility to establish kingdom culture around us. To establish Kingdom culture requires us to confront the evils of anti-Christ and anti-Kingdom spirits.

CHRISTIAN VALUES UNDER THREAT
Cultures can be changed when occupied by others. Take Mexico for example. Why do Mexicans speak the Spanish language instead of the English language? The reason is that they were invaded and occupied by Spain in 1519. The Spaniards imposed on the Aztecs a new language and different culture that is still visible today. Unless we as born again followers of Jesus Christ stand up for our shared Christian values they will be replaced. The days of passivity are over for the Christian. Scripture declares "from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force." Could it be possible that the violence against the Kingdom is visible as violence against our shared values? Every night we witness on the nightly news the Kingdom of heaven under attack.


It's time now to recognize that it's going to take all of us to stand in the gap and make up the hedge. We must blow the trumpet and sound the alarm in Zion - the dominion wars have begun. What shall we do? Will we shrink back in fear and apathy or draw our spiritual swords and run to the battle lines? Let's take a look at some examples of the Kingdom warfare.

Christian Culture Traditional Family ValuesFAIRY TALE WEDDINGS?
Here is a typical example of the warfare against Kingdom values.

Disney's not bashful about it's stance on homosexuality. It has expanded its customer service to same sex couples by providing lavish "Fairy Tale Weddings."

How did Disney distance the company from their pioneering vision of offering clean fun for children to catering "Fairy Tale Weddings" for homosexual couples? "We are updating our Fairy Tale Wedding guidelines to include commitment ceremonies," Disney Parks and Resorts spokesman Don Walker said. "This is consistent with our policy of creating a welcoming, respectful and inclusive environment for all of our guests." Obviously that was a well thought out statement for sensitive readers of the homosexual agenda. Options in the $8,000 wedding package include a ride to the ceremony in the Cinderella coach, costumed trumpeters heralding the couple's arrival, and attendance by - you guessed it - Mickey and Minnie Mouse. When queried Walker responded, "We are not in the business of making judgments about the lifestyle of our guests."

HOW RADICAL ISLAM DEALS WITH HOMOSEXUALITY
No longer in the closet, homosexuals are fighting against traditional family values like never before. They want validation of a lifestyle that is forbidden by the God of the Bible. For homosexuals that promote and insist on tolerance of their lifestyle let me assure you that today your resistance is largely from those holding traditional family values including conservative Christians but tomorrow your fight will be Radical Islam.

Radical Islamic Fag BurningIn Islam homosexuality is viewed as perversion punishable by throwing the offender from a "high place" like atop of a cliff. If the person does not die from the fall an executioner will be waiting at the bottom to provide the final blow. Regarding homosexuality Islamic scholars quote the Hadith that says, "Allah curses the one who does the actions (homosexual acts) of the people of Lut." This curse of death is spoken three times to signify no other options. Ask yourself this question, "How many homosexual weddings are being performed in the Middle East?"

Walker said Disney expanded their wedding services to include same sex couples because of "an inquiry from a guest that asked about this service." Let's get real. I doubt if a single guest prompted a corporate policy change. This decision folks was about money. It's that simple. Prostitution of standards comes in many forms.

This is another example of Kingdom warfare. As sons and daughters of the Most High we must continue to mature into our sonship and become light in a dark world. The reason these attacks continue is partly because of our Christian apathy and because the days are short. Remember that the Kingdom of Heaven is likened unto the woman who put leaven into the meal. The leaven leavened the entire lump. In other words, the Kingdom of Heaven is destined for total conquest.




"Hope is absolute confidence in something that you haven't seen or received yet, but you are absolutely confident that the answer will come to pass." ÿ

From Jonas Clark


God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Come Unto The Jesus

THROUGH THE STORM

I did not know His love before,
the way I know it now.
I could not see my need for Him,
my pride would not allow.
I had it all, without a care,
the "Self-Sufficient" lie.
My path was smooth, my sea was still,
not a cloud was in my sky.

I thought I knew His love for me,
I thought I'd seen His grace,
I thought I did not need to grow,
I thought I'd found my place.
But then the way grew rough and dark,
the storm clouds quickly rolled;
The waves began to rock my ship,
my anchor would not hold.

The ship that I had built myself
was made of foolish pride.
It fell apart and left me bare,
with nowhere else to hide.
I had no strength or faith to face
the trials that lay ahead,
And so I simply prayed to Him
and bowed my weary head.

His loving arms enveloped me,
and then He helped me stand.
He said, "You still must face this storm,
but I will hold your hand."
So through the dark and lonely night
He guided me through pain.
I could not see the light of day
or when the storm might wane.

Yet through the aches and endless tears,
my faith began to grow.
I could not see it at the time,
but my light began to glow.
I saw God's love in brand new light,
His grace and mercy, too.
For only when all self was gone
could Jesus' love shine through.

It was not easy in the storm,
I sometimes wondered, "Why?"
At times I thought, "I can't go on."
I'd hurt, and doubt, and cry.
But Jesus never left my side,
He guided me each day.
Through pain and strife,
through fire and flood,
He helped me all the way.

And now I see as never before
how great His love can be.
How in my weakness He is strong,
how Jesus cares for me!
He worked it all out for my good,
although the way was rough.
He only sent what I could bear,
and then He cried, "Enough!"

He raised His hand and said, "Be still!"
He made the storm clouds cease.
He opened up the gates of joy
and flooded me with peace.
I see His face now clearer still,
I felt His presence strong.
I found anew His faithfulness,
He never did me wrong.

Now I know more storms will come,
but only for my good,
For pain and tears have helped me grow
As naught else ever could.
I still have so much more to learn
as Jesus works in me;
If in the storm I'll love Him more,
that's where I want to be.

Author Unknown

Prayer Will You Join Me

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for my country, the United States of America, the only country in the world founded upon religious freedom and your Word. Thank you for our founding fathers, Lord, who looked to you for guidance to develop the kind of government that would be pleasing to you. We need your wisdom to safeguard our freedom. May the light of your word run swiftly throughout our country, and your love burn brightly in our land. Give us a rebirth of freedom, in the name of Jesus,(1 Timothy 2:1-4 NRSV) First of all, then, I urge that supplications, prayers, intercessions, and thanksgivings be made for everyone, {2} for kings and all who are in high positions, so that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and dignity. {3} This is right and is acceptable in the sight of God our Saviour, {4} who desires everyone to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. 1. That Christians may lead a quiet and peaceable life.
2. That Christians may be able to have godliness and dignity.
3. It is right and acceptable in God's eyes.
4. That people may be able to be saved.
5. That people may be able to come to a knowledge of the truth. Precious Lord, I tearfully ask: Teach us to honestly to pray for this nation of people to pray with groanings so that there are earthquakes in hell Teach us the true groaning of the spirit until the angles stand in awe.Teach us the Spirit of Intercession that does changes history. Those birth pangs of that very Mighty Holy Ghost power until hell-shaking revival is born in every single state of this country and every single person knows inside of self is being born unto them and the Lord Jesus Christ is with them like never before that truly changes them and all cities, town and country living that will be strongly known and shakes them unto Him. Let it be for all season for all individuals that we asked the sinners to come forth unto the Lord of Jesus Christ like never before in this nation.Lead them into a heavy travail that truly holds back Jesus Christ in His divine judgement from those nations for a little seasons. Let all individuals come to know including myself be a true sacrifice on the altar of prayer before you. So that we "bleed to bless" until the with the flood of mercy sweps this nations. OH,Lord, Jesus break our hearts in intercession until not only my eyes but all eyes like those of Jeremiah are a fountain of tears weeping for all the slain of an educated, but spiritually dead people to become awakened by the Lord Jesus Christ to come deeply alive in Him in being saved before the people of God and Jesus Christ like never before in turning people back to the Lord in this whole nation. O Breath of life come sweeping through us, Revive Your Church Precious Jesus whom is Your church with life and power, O breath of life, come and deeply cleanse and renew us unto You. And fit Thy church to meet in this hour like never before all across Amercia and deeply within each man ,woman, child, young adults in being in you, No matter where they are in our nation as a whole. Oh, Abba Father, we all have been like rebellious children of Isaiahs time. We, your church,do not want to listen to your mighty instructions. We are un-willing to listen and to receive your total instructions. We are so rebellious children, un-willing in not wanting to be conformed with your truths. We totally reject Your message: instead we rely on false teachings of other gods, we live in oppression and fraud and with plans to reject Your whole teachings. You are calling all people of Amercia to repentence, but we don't want anything to do with it . You've always longed to be very gracious and so very compassionate to all of Your Saints and you are calling us to come back into a covenant relationship with You Jesus Christ. You are the Most High God whom bring justice, giving us all blessings to all of those whom depend on you daily all across Amercia. Oh, through intercessory prayer O ,God I ask for your forgivness and I honestly plead for Revival in my self and for all of America ... Pour out Your Holy Spirit upon everyone in this nation in these last days that's drawing to You coming for everyone on earth at any time. Lord Jesus Christ let not one person or church, or just T.V Evanglists, preachers, prophets across this nation to know it is you about to come and change them so they all know it's you that's coming soon in being perpared in your coming for all. Dear Precious Jesus Pour out your Holy Ghost Spirit heavily upon each one in this nation of America. Let all churches hear! Let all people hear! Oh, Lord I speak powerfully to all churches and people exposing them everything that is false, lascivious, and full of greed, pride,fraudulent, strife,steals,glouttnous, slothful, wrathful, lustful, envious,before you today and then send in your Holy Ghost send in the revival unto us and Your churches and please excerise compassion unto us all today which includes mercy. Lord Jesus Christ I totally give myself unto You today, whatever the cost my be. Take every aspect of my own life and use me for You Holy Kingdom to glorify Your name. I am not on this earth to do my own thing, to be seeking my own fulfillment or have my own glory. I'm not here to indulge my own desires, to increase my possessions, to be impress others, to be proving to others to be important or to promote myself, nor in being relevant or successful by human standards of this world's views. I'm only hear to be pleasing You Lord Jesus Christ. To live this before You and other's is for me to yeild myself to only You, too know know You, to worship only You,and to go anywhere that You want me to go before you in myown life and say what only You want me to say before You. Father, there isn't a gift that You have fore me that You don't want me to have that I don't want but You, so use me in a way that i'm not used to, I yeild myself to that. Today I affirm to do that which I cannot do for myself. Teach Me, guide Me, empower Me to fear Your Holy Name, I pray for the United Staes that You would do the same for each person that this nation is about to have as this nations leaders to be in You and not for one self as we seek to vote for all of them in this nation before you all across this land of which you have made before us as Your people. WE want that person whom is the kind of person in whom I've prayed for by whom you direct us for being that right person and not by what we think, feel or happen to be thinking of but by your guidance of Your Holy Spirit in seeing it through in this nation in today's times and that it's governed by Your words of the scriptures that we can see that it's by whom You direct to have for us in America. In the Name of Jesus Christ I ask and pray. Amen ! Amen ! i_amgodschild

Friday, January 18, 2008

Tribulation Is Coming To The World

TRIBULATION IS COMING TO THE WORLD


I believe that the rapture will be taking place in our lifetime.
Dear Brothers and Sisters,

The Rapture is clearly taught in Scripture. The Rapture of the church is the event in which God removes all of the believers from the earth in order to make way for His righteous judgements to be poured out on the earth during the Tribulation period. The Rapture is described primarily in 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18 and 1 Corinthians 15:50-54. (1.) Meaning: Of time,the beginning of a period of time, a point of something takes place. (2.) Meaning:To come into the presence of, to meet. (3.) Meaning: The Coming of the Lord, Manifestation of the Divine power or Providence. ( 4.) Meaning: Jesus Christ Manifestation of the Whole Earth. (**) Jesus Christ's return: The Anti-christ will be defeated, and will be bound ( through not wholly destroyed); then the Just alone shall rise from the graves: they will be judged and rewarded for their good works and the Millennial Kingdom will be established. Have you read Revelation, starting with the Seven SealsThe Scroll with the Seven Seals from The Throne of God in heaven are given to Jesus Christ for Him to open but they happen on earth beginning with the 4 Horsemen. What are the Seven Seals? The First Seal - The White Horseman. Religious Deception and Persecution, Represents a false peace, â€Å“Peace can only be kept by the sword.” It will be a tactic favored by the Antichrist. From a global population of 6 billion souls, approximately 1/3 of the people die during his reign.
The Second Seal - The Red Horseman. Red symbolisms the power of war and blood. Its rider was given power to take peace from the earth and to make men slay each other. War around the world on a national level.
The Third Seal - The Black Horseman . Terrible worldwide famine of the last days. The measurement describes that a persons daily wage will buy only one days worth of food for (1) one person. There will be no money left over for shelter or extra food for the family.
The Fourth Seal - The Pale Horseman. Plagues borders on the realm of the unreal. These are those people whom are corrupted in this world, nations, and as a human being, Organizations to the New World Order that are intertwined with one another with the Anti-christ worldwide. Death by plague, sword, beasts... During his reign one quarter of humanity will be destroyed, by diseases, killed by tyrants, or killed by animals.



The Fifth Seal - The Tribulation Martyrs...Tribulati on Saints, mark of the beast. You will be digitized - resistance is futile! An electronic data system to keep track of everything and everyone. These people will resist worshipping the Antichrist, they will resist the new global governing system and they will not accept the (666) compulsory computer chip implants. For their rebellious attitude they will be jailed & tortured, killed or beheaded.

We see then that an economic World System is soon coming, whereby we will all be under the rule of one man. Do the Scriptures tell us from where this man and his System arise from ?




The fourth trumpet causes the sun and moon to be darkened. 1/3 of sun, moon and stars smitten. Day and night will be darkened.



The seventh trumpet calls forth the seven angels with the seven bowls of God’s wrath Trumpet prophecy leads to a war in Heaven with Satan. Satan will use the Russian and Arab/Muslim armies to strike against Israel. The Russian and Arab/Muslim armies will march on Israel and make the first nuclear strike. Russia will send some nuclear missiles to the Western allies of Israel to divert them. The invasion of a 200 million-man army will be swift and unexpected. â€Å“...coming like a storm, covering the land like a cloud.
The first bowl causes painful sores to break out on humanity. The people that took the – Mark of the Beast - computer chip under the skin means they are worshippers of the Antichrist. The computer chip in these people will cause a grievous sore over the entire body.
The second bowl results in the death of every living thing in the sea. Every living creature in the sea dies
The Third Bowl: causes the rivers to turn into blood. - All the fresh water of the rivers and streams become deadly, undrinkable and unusable
The fourth bowl results in the sun̢۪s heat being intensified and causing great pain. The sun and great heat burn the skin of many people.
The fifth bowl causes great darkness and an intensification of the sores from the first bowl. â€Å“Darkness covers the land, ”In this prophecy, the daylight hours are shortened or no flesh would be saved. This signals the world that the Messiahs coming is imminent. Only one final event needs to be staged...
The Sixth Bowl: results in the Euphrates river being dried up and the armies of the Antichrist being gathered together to wage the battle of The third attack on Israel
The Seventh Bowl: Results in an devasting earthquake folllowed by giant hailstones a hundered pounds each fell upon men. The final sign is from the skies. Tremendous thunder and lightening, causing hurricanes, typhoons, tornadoes, and tremendous Earthquak auch as never was upon the Earth. The earth split into three parts, and the cities of the nations collapsed.


For those whom read this I would like to personally invite everyone to think about grown - ups as parents or all grandparents to totally think about our children whom takes care of them through those lives from birth till the times they graduate from High school or perhaps collage that just might happen to come back home to be entering life themselves into the world system in having jobs in taking care of self till one day finding a mate then having children on their own in a family unit. Like a very loving parent whom very gently shakes a child to attempt to wake them up from a nap or a good night sleep. And perhaps the child just does not wake - up immediately then by shaking then becomes does a bit more harder with firmness and then it does come across as a serious. How often the american people just don't see the seriousness with having some things that comes across our televisions and radio, newspapers that had simliar effects of what goes on in this world before us. We see things and hear things that goes beyond the depth of one own spirit that needs more attention to those things such a everything that the Holy Bible has told them that they've ignored or refused to fully trust and believe in themselves. Well I know that people needs to re-read it and fully believe it before it's way to late to be able to turn one's own life in examination as well as possibly going back to church and find out for themselves in seeking those truths in being able to turn away from whom they are to become a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ as the door to Him will be shut permanetly and not to live in eternity and reuniting with all of their loved ones once again. This worlds is coming to a close as we know it or what it had been everything has drastically changed over the years and centuries like never before in a lifetime. Now is the time to fully wake-up and to realize it for what it is in everybody's own life in seeking, asking, knocking on the door of life instead of heading to that awful place to which No one want to end -up for eternity, nor being able to see a loved one again! The perios of time is "Tribulation" has come upon everyone to which Jesus Christ will be judging every single person in this world. Don't be left behind ! i_amgodschild.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Heirs Of The Promises / Prayer 4 You to Pray





Morning Verse



"Do as thou hast said." 2Samuel 7:25









God's promises were never meant to be thrown aside as waste paper; He intended that they should be used. God's gold is not miser's money, but is minted to be traded with. Nothing pleases our Lord better than to see His promises put in circulation; He loves to see His children bring them up to Him, and say, "Lord, do as Thou hast said." We glorify God when we plead His promises. Do you think that God will be any the poorer for giving you the riches He has promised? Do you dream that He will be any the less holy for giving holiness to you? Do you imagine He will be any the less pure for washing you from your sins? He has said "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." Faith lays hold upon the promise of pardon, and it does not delay, saying, "This is a precious promise, I wonder if it be true?" but it goes straight to the throne with it, and pleads, "Lord, here is the promise, 'Do as Thou hast said.'" Our Lord replies, "Be it unto thee even as thou wilt." When a Christian grasps a promise, if he do not take it to God, he dishonours Him; but when he hastens to the throne of grace, and cries, "Lord, I have nothing to recommend me but this, 'Thou hast said it;'" then his desire shall be granted. Our heavenly Banker delights to cash His own notes. Never let the promise rust. Draw the word of promise out of its scabbard, and use it with holy violence. Think not that God will be troubled by your importunately reminding Him of His promises. He loves to hear the loud outcries of needy souls. It is His delight to bestow favours. He is more ready to hear than you are to ask. The sun is not weary of shining, nor the fountain of flowing. It is God's nature to keep His promises; therefore go at once to the throne with "Do as Thou hast said."







Evening Verse



"But I give myself unto prayer." Psalm 109:4









Lying tongues were busy against the reputation of David, but he did not defend himself; he moved the case into a higher court, and pleaded before the great King Himself. Prayer is the safest method of replying to words of hatred. The Psalmist prayed in no cold-hearted manner, he gave himself to the exercise--threw his whole soul and heart into it--straining every sinew and muscle, as Jacob did when wrestling with the angel. Thus, and thus only, shall any of us speed at the throne of grace. As a shadow has no power because there is no substance in it, even so that supplication, in which a man's proper self is not thoroughly present in agonizing earnestness and vehement desire, is utterly ineffectual, for it lacks that which would give it force. "Fervent prayer," says an old divine, "like a cannon planted at the gates of heaven, makes them fly open." The common fault with the most of us is our readiness to yield to distractions. Our thoughts go roving hither and thither, and we make little progress towards our desired end. Like quicksilver our mind will not hold together, but rolls off this way and that. How great an evil this is! It injures us, and what is worse, it insults our God. What should we think of a petitioner, if, while having an audience with a prince, he should be playing with a feather or catching a fly?

Continuance and perseverance are intended in the expression of our text. David did not cry once, and then relapse into silence; his holy clamour was continued till it brought down the blessing. Prayer must not be our chance work, but our daily business, our habit and vocation. As artists give themselves to their models, and poets to their classical pursuits, so must we addict ourselves to prayer. We must be immersed in prayer as in our element, and so pray without ceasing. Lord, teach us so to pray that we may be more and more prevalent in supplication. _________________________________________________________________ Daily Warfare Prayer
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Heavenly Father, I come to You in the Name of Jesus, and I ask You to forgive me of anything I have done that could displease You in any way. I ask You to cover me with the Blood of Jesus and fill me with Your Holy Spirit. Cause my thoughts to be Your thoughts, my desires Your desires, my will Your will, and put a guard across my mouth that I can say no more or no less than You would have me say. Keep me on the path that You have laid out for me today, and show me satan’s tactics in advance.
I acknowledge the whole armor of God. I pray that every thought that satan or any of his kingdom tries to put in my mind will bounce off the helmet of salvation and return to the sender. Heal every memory that could hold me back from being all that You want me to be. I recognize that I have on the breastplate of righteousness, my loins are girded with the truth and my feet are shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace. I take up the sword of the spirit and the shield of faith.
Now, for myself and all the people I am going to refer to, I ask You to draw us to Yourself, convict us mightily of our sins, keep us from temptation, deliver us from evil and cover us with the Blood of Jesus. Dispatch angels (and I now dispatch them) to keep us from any kind of accidents, harm, injuries, illness, death, destruction, disease, pain or infection.
Bind our marriages together and make us one in You. Bind our families together and make us one in You. If there is anyone in our lives that You do not approve of, I ask You to move them out and move in the people that You do approve of. Bless every bite of food we eat, the air we breathe and any medication we take; let it help us and not hurt us. Bless our finances and give us as much as we can handle without sinning against You.
Now, satan, I come against you and your entire kingdom and I declare, in the Name of Jesus, that you cannot and will not have any part in my life or the lives of the people I refer to, in any way shape or form. You can have nothing to do with our minds, bodies, souls, spirits, emotions and wills; our marriages, finances, friendships, acquaintances and fellowships; our homes, schools, workplaces and places of recreation; our transportation, or any vehicle that could come close to us; or any decision that is made concerning any one of us. (Now call out the name of every person that you pray for daily.)
For every person I have referred to, I now break every curse, spell and hex that may have been put out against any one of us. I break the power of any curse from a witch, warlock or satanist; every santerian curse, roots curse, Indian curse, voodoo curse, and curse of words spoken, or anything written or any objects. I reverse the curse and send it back to the demon that brought it in the first place, AND I COMMAND THAT DEMON TO GO BOUND INTO UNINHABITED DRY PLACES IN THE NAME OF JESUS. I break every ungodly emotional soul tie that is connected to any of us, in the Name of Jesus.
In the Name of Jesus and through His living blood, I bind and sever every cord of any prince or principality, any strong man and every spirit of darkness over my house at (your address). I put a Jesus Christ bloodline in between each one of you and I cut off your communications, confuse your camp, render you inactive, and cast you out, in Jesus’ Name.
I bind and cast out every spirit of poverty, lack, confusion, cloudiness, mind binding, selfishness, anxiety, and procrastination. I bind and cast out every spirit of fear, heaviness, jealousy, bondage, whoredom, lying, perversion, slumber and infirmity. I plead the blood of Jesus around the property line, above the roof, and below the foundation of my home, and I bind you, satan, and your entire kingdom from crossing the bloodline. I command you for myself and the people I have just referred to, that you can have nothing to do with us or any aspect of our lives in any way, shape or form! I now call on God’s warring angels to make it happen.
In the Name of Jesus, I loose myself and each family member to the power of the Holy Spirit and I speak forth blessings of prosperity, clarity, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, discernment, abundance, and good health. I also speak creativity and a sound mind. I take control of my mind and reflect every evil thought and receive every good thought, in the Name of Jesus. I loose myself and my children to the ministry of the Holy Spirit and speak love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance into our lives.
Satan, I take authority and command you and all your evil spirits to loose our family household and all the things you have stolen from us, including our property, income and investments, and return it seven-fold, in Jesus’ Name.
I ask you, Father, that You send Your warring angels and cause to come into our family all the monies, treasures, properties, assets and things satan has stolen from us that have been ours through the blessings of Jesus Christ.
In the Name of Jesus, I take authority and bind every principality and strong man over (name business, job and any endeavors) at (name locations). I come against and cast out every spirit of fear, mismanagement, poverty, confusion, lack, failure and bankruptcy. In the Name of Jesus and through the power of the Holy Spirit, I loose sound management, prosperity, clarity, wisdom, knowledge, blessings, profit, honesty, success, and favor from any business associates. Father, I ask You, in the Name of Jesus, that You send warring angels to go before me to accomplish these blessings and create favor in my business.
In the Name of Jesus Christ and through His living blood, I bind you satan, and your entire kingdom so that you cannot and will not be active in (your community), in any person or animal. I come against your strongholds over every place dealing in drugs, pornography, prostitution, bars and nude bars, places selling witchcraft paraphernalia, palm readers and any place worshipping a false god. Through the power of the Holy Spirit vested in me, I tear down and curse these businesses at the roots and command them to dry up and go away.
Lord, don’t let me be just a warrior in Your Kingdom, but let me be a mighty warrior and frontline soldier, so that when I see You face to face You will say, “Well done, good and faithful servant; come on in.” Amen. ___________________________________________________________________ God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

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This is a very warm Welcome To each of You whom came unto this place, i_am godschild cc Home I am glad that you decided to join. I am sure you will find many blessings with us as I am sure you will be a blessing to our family. i_amgodschildcc Home is a Special Room for us to come to for PRAISE and WORSHIP to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, praying for each other, praying for all prayer requests that are shared with us, share testimonies, Bible studies, Christian devotionals, poems, songs and Christian inspirational sites. We are a group of believers dedicated to lifting in prayer the needs that are shared with us, sustain our brethen, Praise the Lord, spread the Wordof God and to reach out to lost and unsaved souls.OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE HAS NO PLACE IN THIS CHRIST CENTERED HOME!!! Because many people has grown up in hearing and /or using offensive language, this is very painful to ALL of us in this home it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!! If someone post those types of Offensive lanuage you will be deleated Immediately DISMISSED otherwise Banned from this Home of the Lord Jesus Christ it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!!! There is NO asking for Donations or Money of to Send Money of any kind in Advertising your work. If the Lord wants someone to send money to a person, He will place it upon the heart of someone to do so. It would be appreciated if All people whom come to this site that if You whom come to post here that You would refrain from Gossip or Critizing people here in this home of Jesus Christ for we do Not do any kind of disagreements, nor we Debate it anything in this Home at All!! It will Not, for the Lord say's in His Sword of His Own Word in this manner for all of Us to follow and adhere to: "You brood of snakes ! How could evil men like you speak what is good and right? For whatever is in your heart determines what you say. A good person produces good words from a good heart, and an evil person produces evil words from an evil heart. And I tell You this, that YOU Must give an account on Judgement day of every idle word You speak The Words You say now reflects Your fate then; either You will be justified by them or You will be condemned...[Matt.12:34-36N.L.T.] Feel free to post on the message board as the Holy Spirit leads you. Please share your prayers and be in agreement with other prayers that are shared with us. Let's just lift Holy hands and Praise the Lord today!!

14 Oh, how generous and gracious our Lord was! He filled me with the faith and love that come from Christ Jesus.

15 This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all. 16 But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life. 17 All honor and glory to God forever and ever! He is the eternal King, the unseen one who never dies; he alone is God. Amen.

1 Timothy 1:14-17 (New Living Translation)

My Prayer for You in each one of you as an individual person and family and friends as well as aquaintances this journey we call life is for All of You!

10 Love each other with genuine affection,[a] and take delight in honoring each other. 11 Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically.[b] 12 Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. 13 When God’s people are in need, be ready to help them. Always be eager to practice hospitality.

Romans 12:10-13 (New Living Translation)



My Testimony

Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had a Foster Mother in whom I loved so very much for such as I was literally told by her momma from an infant that she wasn't my true Mother that I had a real mother with many siblings living with her and I'd had better get used to it in my life and as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infancy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her home. Now in my "Real Mother's " home it was so much of a vast differences in her home, and having bad motives and none action that wasn't alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment that for sure was very unstable for my own personal growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and I knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being my foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years earlier). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3. It was horrible that at times It just speaks to all of those horable things that had happened to me while living in that place of such high frequencies of motives and in - actions that only a person like me had gone through in a persons own life, of the horrors that went in that place. I later in years found out the real reasons all of those mean actions of the way she was to me and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.Bu they cursed at me telling me that I was No good and I wasn't going to amount to anything and more cursing came at me like it rolled like a thunder storm in every breath they had taken and couldn't even ask why,I couldn't share my thoughts with them because sure enough I would get it again. They had their parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend with things in the home got broken simly because it would be broken up , fighting, cursing at each other, the windows of the car got broken by a brick being thrown from mother's hand because of those things he had done to her. I knew that I was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen. Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil. Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had. After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled his brown "Dr. Peppers" glass with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same. Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I ws No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germany that has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been like in what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters, thieves. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom I'd hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some of the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkest days in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure to me but as a sperm donor for my mother[Real] is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someones home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some help in a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. Man I was so bitterly angry at men so I had turn into a homosexual for a time and when I was in my stupor while drinking I had come to realize what the heck I was doing in a relationship with this woman and I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept it up after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more answers to all of my un - answered questions that they had helped me with in my life. They had a quaint little place which was half restaurant, and church. But I got saved in August 18, 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling them I had found about when I saw neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God and I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still. But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of ways that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words to Him Jesus Christ whom I love very deeply inside of myself and is my King, my Lover , whom rules and judges me when it comes to my own final curtain call for me to Bow down at His feet awaiting my own judgement just as everyone else in this earth it is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter's wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that whom truly knows me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my lif No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" The Prayer that I had used to bring me out of which I had been in for so very long in my own personal life and may it help anyone whom is out in this world that has come of those simliar things as I had done. Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had loved so very much for such as Iand as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infantcy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her homeand not having bad motives and none action that wasn't been alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment is unstable for your growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and i knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being a foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years later). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3.It was horrible that at times I just speak of the horrors that went in that place.I later in years found out the real reasons all of those means and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.They had thier parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend I knew i was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen.Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil.Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had.After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same.Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germanythat has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been likein what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some aof the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkes dayst in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure tp me but as a sperm donor is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someone home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some helpin a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more. They had a quaint little place which was half resturant, and church. But I got saved that year of 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling themI had found about when I saw Neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still.But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like still be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of way that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words as it is in tounges is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter hs His wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that know me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my life No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" Prayer: Father, I loose any stronghold in my life protecting wrong feelings I have against anyone. Forgive me as I forgive those who have caused me pain, loss or grief. I loose any desire for retribution or to rectify. In the name of Jesus, I loose the power and effects of any harsh or hard words (word curses) spoken about me, to me or by me. I loose any strongholds connected with them. I loose all generational bondages and their stronghold from myself. I thank you Jesus that you have promised whatsoever I bind and loose on earth will be bound and loosed in heaven. In Jesus name, I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace.I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace. Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. . Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. .

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