Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Heirs Of The Promises / Prayer 4 You to Pray





Morning Verse



"Do as thou hast said." 2Samuel 7:25









God's promises were never meant to be thrown aside as waste paper; He intended that they should be used. God's gold is not miser's money, but is minted to be traded with. Nothing pleases our Lord better than to see His promises put in circulation; He loves to see His children bring them up to Him, and say, "Lord, do as Thou hast said." We glorify God when we plead His promises. Do you think that God will be any the poorer for giving you the riches He has promised? Do you dream that He will be any the less holy for giving holiness to you? Do you imagine He will be any the less pure for washing you from your sins? He has said "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." Faith lays hold upon the promise of pardon, and it does not delay, saying, "This is a precious promise, I wonder if it be true?" but it goes straight to the throne with it, and pleads, "Lord, here is the promise, 'Do as Thou hast said.'" Our Lord replies, "Be it unto thee even as thou wilt." When a Christian grasps a promise, if he do not take it to God, he dishonours Him; but when he hastens to the throne of grace, and cries, "Lord, I have nothing to recommend me but this, 'Thou hast said it;'" then his desire shall be granted. Our heavenly Banker delights to cash His own notes. Never let the promise rust. Draw the word of promise out of its scabbard, and use it with holy violence. Think not that God will be troubled by your importunately reminding Him of His promises. He loves to hear the loud outcries of needy souls. It is His delight to bestow favours. He is more ready to hear than you are to ask. The sun is not weary of shining, nor the fountain of flowing. It is God's nature to keep His promises; therefore go at once to the throne with "Do as Thou hast said."







Evening Verse



"But I give myself unto prayer." Psalm 109:4









Lying tongues were busy against the reputation of David, but he did not defend himself; he moved the case into a higher court, and pleaded before the great King Himself. Prayer is the safest method of replying to words of hatred. The Psalmist prayed in no cold-hearted manner, he gave himself to the exercise--threw his whole soul and heart into it--straining every sinew and muscle, as Jacob did when wrestling with the angel. Thus, and thus only, shall any of us speed at the throne of grace. As a shadow has no power because there is no substance in it, even so that supplication, in which a man's proper self is not thoroughly present in agonizing earnestness and vehement desire, is utterly ineffectual, for it lacks that which would give it force. "Fervent prayer," says an old divine, "like a cannon planted at the gates of heaven, makes them fly open." The common fault with the most of us is our readiness to yield to distractions. Our thoughts go roving hither and thither, and we make little progress towards our desired end. Like quicksilver our mind will not hold together, but rolls off this way and that. How great an evil this is! It injures us, and what is worse, it insults our God. What should we think of a petitioner, if, while having an audience with a prince, he should be playing with a feather or catching a fly?

Continuance and perseverance are intended in the expression of our text. David did not cry once, and then relapse into silence; his holy clamour was continued till it brought down the blessing. Prayer must not be our chance work, but our daily business, our habit and vocation. As artists give themselves to their models, and poets to their classical pursuits, so must we addict ourselves to prayer. We must be immersed in prayer as in our element, and so pray without ceasing. Lord, teach us so to pray that we may be more and more prevalent in supplication. _________________________________________________________________ Daily Warfare Prayer
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Heavenly Father, I come to You in the Name of Jesus, and I ask You to forgive me of anything I have done that could displease You in any way. I ask You to cover me with the Blood of Jesus and fill me with Your Holy Spirit. Cause my thoughts to be Your thoughts, my desires Your desires, my will Your will, and put a guard across my mouth that I can say no more or no less than You would have me say. Keep me on the path that You have laid out for me today, and show me satan’s tactics in advance.
I acknowledge the whole armor of God. I pray that every thought that satan or any of his kingdom tries to put in my mind will bounce off the helmet of salvation and return to the sender. Heal every memory that could hold me back from being all that You want me to be. I recognize that I have on the breastplate of righteousness, my loins are girded with the truth and my feet are shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace. I take up the sword of the spirit and the shield of faith.
Now, for myself and all the people I am going to refer to, I ask You to draw us to Yourself, convict us mightily of our sins, keep us from temptation, deliver us from evil and cover us with the Blood of Jesus. Dispatch angels (and I now dispatch them) to keep us from any kind of accidents, harm, injuries, illness, death, destruction, disease, pain or infection.
Bind our marriages together and make us one in You. Bind our families together and make us one in You. If there is anyone in our lives that You do not approve of, I ask You to move them out and move in the people that You do approve of. Bless every bite of food we eat, the air we breathe and any medication we take; let it help us and not hurt us. Bless our finances and give us as much as we can handle without sinning against You.
Now, satan, I come against you and your entire kingdom and I declare, in the Name of Jesus, that you cannot and will not have any part in my life or the lives of the people I refer to, in any way shape or form. You can have nothing to do with our minds, bodies, souls, spirits, emotions and wills; our marriages, finances, friendships, acquaintances and fellowships; our homes, schools, workplaces and places of recreation; our transportation, or any vehicle that could come close to us; or any decision that is made concerning any one of us. (Now call out the name of every person that you pray for daily.)
For every person I have referred to, I now break every curse, spell and hex that may have been put out against any one of us. I break the power of any curse from a witch, warlock or satanist; every santerian curse, roots curse, Indian curse, voodoo curse, and curse of words spoken, or anything written or any objects. I reverse the curse and send it back to the demon that brought it in the first place, AND I COMMAND THAT DEMON TO GO BOUND INTO UNINHABITED DRY PLACES IN THE NAME OF JESUS. I break every ungodly emotional soul tie that is connected to any of us, in the Name of Jesus.
In the Name of Jesus and through His living blood, I bind and sever every cord of any prince or principality, any strong man and every spirit of darkness over my house at (your address). I put a Jesus Christ bloodline in between each one of you and I cut off your communications, confuse your camp, render you inactive, and cast you out, in Jesus’ Name.
I bind and cast out every spirit of poverty, lack, confusion, cloudiness, mind binding, selfishness, anxiety, and procrastination. I bind and cast out every spirit of fear, heaviness, jealousy, bondage, whoredom, lying, perversion, slumber and infirmity. I plead the blood of Jesus around the property line, above the roof, and below the foundation of my home, and I bind you, satan, and your entire kingdom from crossing the bloodline. I command you for myself and the people I have just referred to, that you can have nothing to do with us or any aspect of our lives in any way, shape or form! I now call on God’s warring angels to make it happen.
In the Name of Jesus, I loose myself and each family member to the power of the Holy Spirit and I speak forth blessings of prosperity, clarity, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, discernment, abundance, and good health. I also speak creativity and a sound mind. I take control of my mind and reflect every evil thought and receive every good thought, in the Name of Jesus. I loose myself and my children to the ministry of the Holy Spirit and speak love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance into our lives.
Satan, I take authority and command you and all your evil spirits to loose our family household and all the things you have stolen from us, including our property, income and investments, and return it seven-fold, in Jesus’ Name.
I ask you, Father, that You send Your warring angels and cause to come into our family all the monies, treasures, properties, assets and things satan has stolen from us that have been ours through the blessings of Jesus Christ.
In the Name of Jesus, I take authority and bind every principality and strong man over (name business, job and any endeavors) at (name locations). I come against and cast out every spirit of fear, mismanagement, poverty, confusion, lack, failure and bankruptcy. In the Name of Jesus and through the power of the Holy Spirit, I loose sound management, prosperity, clarity, wisdom, knowledge, blessings, profit, honesty, success, and favor from any business associates. Father, I ask You, in the Name of Jesus, that You send warring angels to go before me to accomplish these blessings and create favor in my business.
In the Name of Jesus Christ and through His living blood, I bind you satan, and your entire kingdom so that you cannot and will not be active in (your community), in any person or animal. I come against your strongholds over every place dealing in drugs, pornography, prostitution, bars and nude bars, places selling witchcraft paraphernalia, palm readers and any place worshipping a false god. Through the power of the Holy Spirit vested in me, I tear down and curse these businesses at the roots and command them to dry up and go away.
Lord, don’t let me be just a warrior in Your Kingdom, but let me be a mighty warrior and frontline soldier, so that when I see You face to face You will say, “Well done, good and faithful servant; come on in.” Amen. ___________________________________________________________________ God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Walking in Faith Instead of Discouragment


Hello Everyone I'm sending this out to You as I know that I've been having a very hard time Worshiping Jesus and coming close unto Him lately from us dealing with Cancer and going through Chemo Therapy along side of Charlie as I watch him going through this right now in His life as he cries I cry right along with him being right by his side, He's been such a gift from Jesus Christ that often times I don't have enough words in expressing unto the Lord but through intercession it goes right up to the thone of grace in whom I know whom hears everything that we both plead unto Him as our risen Savior. here is some of the scriptures that I know to help me with in this journaty unto the Lord: We will know joy (Matt.25:21), Let us put our trust (Ps.5:14), Joy is God's gift (Rom. 14:17), May I be filled (Rom.15:13), Fruit of the Spirit ( Gal. 5:22), Restore My Joy (Ps.51:12,13),For your are our Glory (1 Thess. 2:19,20), Afflictions with Joy (1 Thess. 1:6), My Joy is in God (Rom. 5:11), Count it all joy (Jas. 1:2), He's able to keep Me from falling ( Jude 24-25), Offer sacrifice of Joy (Ps.27:6). For God comforts me during this time especially when I quite come unto Him in this hour of need with discouragment and in being distressed while going through our situation but He heard our pleas and he helped me when I needed it most he's putting it back together in our life (Ps.77) as we both endures this season. I & Charlie would rather believe Jesus Christ words than man's word in having faith be seure in His firm foundation. We know the other voice lies, stels, cheats, kills for it goes back to it's sender as Jesus holds us both and carries us, ans sees us though in having victory in Him.

Journal Notes: I 've been having a very hard time precious Jesus and it's only you to depend on in my own personal walk in you as your child. Oh, Father, It's been so hurtful to see this going on in both of our lives as your son charlie is going through chemo right now to see him hurting and in pain and with all of his insides that are not doing to well right now. Father, when he cries I cry right along with him as we both look to you for more strength and faith as this is going on with endurance to gain mobility to move forward as we both run unto your everlasting arms right now. As you know the situation and circumstnace we face in our life as untied as one in living with his sibling and spouse in dealing with what we see and hear isn't of you at all, they live and breathe the worldly systems of them not being saved and living with every single dot n titdle of truthsand for her hubby watching porn daily and working in that bar life isn't a picnic either. I lift them up with their child and family to be saved and to turn their life around so they all can be in heaven along with our own grown children and the grandchildren ,plus their mates too. This is a burden and I know it will be granted and they will be a true servant unto you. As our bills mounted totally against us as we pay by such little funds they are getting paid and I surely know it will be done with as you give us discernments in all of these things we ask of you about today. In getting them all down to where is No more of them by you guiding us through it. Personally Father I feel like I'm lacking in praise right now but my own heart is thankful for what you are doing with us as waiting is so hard to do in our life. I've looked up scriptures in building myself up but I have to say it, sing it,in silence around this home on a day to day basis. But you hear our pleas as we alway's look unto you in this minute by minute as our moments goes by being in you .Father we do pray the warfare prayers in keeping Your very precious blood upon us so those attacks can stay far away from us. It's often times so hard to attain your blessed holy sword in my own life at times especially when the chips are down and I feel like I'l smoldering in a very hot pot with way to many trials and in the bed of afflictions in and around both of our life. Now, that charlie is in bed of sickness at times I have a very hard time in seeing your truths in taking another road to hold onto to for the both of us so he can see your hope and daring to fight it one more day in being with you.That's when life has totally broken down on that awful road for us to take and then here it comes like a mighty roaring river that floods us out and we are so desperately fighting to hold on to your life persever for if we don't death comes knocking on that horrible door. That's when I cry even more in our prayers unto you when all sems lost in that very dark world and the smog has risen in with such a sound in our ears that I know that it isn't of You at all whom is loudly trying to make it's way in it but to their suprise it shuts with a clang so hard that they run away with thier loud screams for they know whom is keeping them back away from us today.I do give it all unto you jesus as my father in whom has saved us and washed us in your very precious blood on calvery and has baptised us with your saving grace that pulls us up from that brink of death of hell. For we sit and want to bask in your heavly presence that fills our lives as we go through it today.I have to admit those times are not just so easy ! But we need it the most we can feel you carry us both through with your arms as you hold us to very tightly right now. We Thank You ever so much Jesus ! For You Jesus shut up hell for us and literally closes those mouths in all attacks that comes against us in warfare prayers for we truly know that all thy represents for everyone whom is your servants and prayer partners in holding hell back away from us, for they are so cold, clammy, and full of lies, sneaky, which they steal, lie, and has nothing but a killer instincts that wants us all to be in total damnation but they get that sword of your Holy Spir t thrown back against them for which they run so fast that it burns them back to being demolished, and totally crushed and they squeek as they been cast to where they had come in the first place that's you Jesus being whom you are in us as your children whom serves you as our risen savior. So you slammed those crooked door on all of places for them to leave us alone thank you precious Jesus and we lift your mighty name on high for all you've done before us each and every day when we come unto your presence.Praying: Father, as you already know all of this before I had set it down on paper. I want you to bless every single solitary persons whom is keeping us in their prayers no matter what time of the day or night it happens to be and provide them with your might provisions as well. so I close this out unto You I ask for prayer for Pastor Mike Gonzales for his father as they just found out that he .has lukemia and I pray for his healing to take place in his life for Pete Gonzales we do acknowledge the whole armor of God. I pray that every thought that satan or any of his kingdom tries to put in my mind will bounce off the helmet of salvation and return to the sender. Heal every memory that could hold me back from being all that You want me to be. I recognize that I have on the breastplate of righteousness, my loins are girded with the truth and my feet are shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace. I take up the sword of the spirit and the shield of faith I reverse the curse and send it back to the demon that brought it in the first place, AND I COMMAND THAT DEMON TO GO BOUND INTO UNINHABITED DRY PLACES IN THE NAME OF JESUS. I break every ungodly emotional soul tie that is connected to any of us, in the Name of Jesus.
In the Name of Jesus and through His living blood, I bind and sever every cord of any prince or principality, any strong man and every spirit of darkness over my house . I put a Jesus Christ bloodline in between each one of you and I cut off your communications, confuse your camp, render you inactive, and cast you out, in Jesus’ Name.

I bind and cast out every spirit of poverty, lack, confusion, cloudiness, mind binding, selfishness, anxiety, and procrastination. I bind and cast out every spirit of fear, heaviness, jealousy, bondage, whoredom, lying, perversion, slumber and infirmity. I plead the blood of Jesus around the property line, above the roof, and below the foundation of my home, and doors of our bedroom and I bind you, satan, and your entire kingdom from crossing the bloodline. I command you for myself and the people I have just referred to, that you can have nothing to do with us or any aspect of our lives in any way, shape or form! I now call on God’s warring angels to make it happen.

In the Name of Jesus, I loose myself and each family member to the power of the Holy Spirit and I speak forth blessings of prosperity, clarity, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, discernment, abundance, and good health. I also speak creativity and a sound mind. I take control of my mind and reflect every evil thought and receive every good thought, in the Name of Jesus. I loose myself and my children to the ministry of the Holy Spirit and speak love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance into our lives.

Satan, I take authority and command you and all your evil spirits to loose our family household and all the things you have stolen from us, including our property, income and investments, and return it onehundred-fold, in Jesus’ Name.

I ask you, Father, that You send Your warring angels and cause to come into our family all the monies, treasures, properties, assets and things satan has stolen from us that have been ours through the blessings of Jesus Christ.

In the Name of Jesus, I take authority and bind every principality and strong man over us . I come against and cast out every spirit of fear, mismanagement, poverty, confusion, lack, failure and bankruptcy. In the Name of Jesus and through the power of the Holy Spirit, I loose sound management, prosperity, clarity, wisdom, knowledge, blessings, profit, honesty, success, and favor from any businesses & associates that are dealing with. Father, I ask You, in the Name of Jesus, that You send warring angels to go before me and charlie to accomplish these blessings and create favor in my business affairs.

In the Name of Jesus Christ and through His living blood, I bind you satan, and your entire kingdom so that you cannot and will not be active in our communities, in any person or animal. I come against your strongholds over every place dealing in drugs, pornography, prostitution, bars and nude bars, places selling witchcraft paraphernalia,porn on the net, palm readers and any place worshipping a false god. Through the power of the Holy Spirit vested in me, I tear down and curse these businesses at the roots and command them to dry up and go away.

Lord, don’t let me be just a warrior in Your Kingdom, but let me be a mighty warrior and frontline soldier, so that when I see You face to face You will say, “Well done, good and faithful servant; come on in.” In the mighty name of Jesus I, pray Amen! Amen!





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Monday, January 7, 2008

Hi Everyone In Believe In Him 2

Hi Everyone In Believe In Him 2 Group: I would very much deeply express my very warm heart to each of You as I am typing this out to this group at 2 something in the morning as many of you already know that during this time my husband is going through chemo theapy right now and it's been tough on him in his life right now in trying to maintain with his breathing and everyday life right now and he wakes up at different hours and when this happens I right there with him . It like when he's up I'm up with him and watching trying to get air is hard to watch and see this going on with him as being his wife but I know that the Lord has made some miracles to where we didn't know that he has 3 big cancers cells in his lungs when they first started him on this at all. Right now two of them is completely gine now and we are thanking the Lord for this in His power and authority in taking it out like he has done. We still are praying for the bigest one to completely be gone and it's been the hardest one to do as the first two. We know that Jesus Christ is the miracle worker with everyone keeping him and I on everyone's prayers for us as well as intercession too. Please continue to uplife him and I as daily we walk in this with theLord, as He's preparing to bring this to cpmpletion in another healing for Him. This past week we had our daughter here and she will be haing us another grandchild in september of this year. And we are both very excited about it too. I know that I haven't been in posting as I would like to be right now but with different hours as He's having troubles I'm up and down qith him helping him through this with prayer unto the Lord Jesus. This undependable weather surely isn't making it any easier either on the both of us.I'm asking for everyones help in this place in sharing and with prayers so that it's not such a heavy burden on just one person in helping each others. Please forgive me right now as we are going through this with one another and I know with Jesus it will get better too. I do want to thank you for all that each of you are doing in the Lord in keeping His Room going and for bringing the new ones in His home so they can be at home here along with us. God Bless each of and my heart with each of you daily. When I'm up at all different hours and not on here like this I'm am praying for all those prayers as they have been posted and am loving the post which is uplifting the both of us as well. Oh, Thank each of you so very much in being His servant in this place. cathy..i_amgodschild.... Charlie... cclose19444e bye4now we will keep each of you posted as we find it too. Good Night to each of you.
God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

A Call to Repentance

A Call to Repentance
"if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” 2Chron 7
The Lord is calling us to repentance! In this hour when an entire generation has grown complacent about the things of God, a revelation of the fear of God will be given. Open your eyes; this is now in progress. Shakings, disciplines and judgments are already coming upon the earth. We are bringing them upon ourselves because we have disobeyed the ways of God.

This call to repentance is not a new thing! God has been warning His Church for nearly 3 decades. I can remember standing at a “Washington for Jesus” rally in 1979 or 1980 where hundreds of thousands from around the nation gathered to hear speaker after speaker quote II Chronicles 7:14. I don’t think I can count the number of times I have heard it since then. And although there have been some serious efforts made to call us to repentance over the years it appears that our sins have only multiplied. God is serious about this and has been allowing many troubles in our personal and corporate lives to help get our attention. Can you see what is happening: 9/11, Katrina, the severe drought now occurring in the southeastern United States? These are all wake up calls to a people who have grown complacent, materialistic and sinful. I am talking about the Church, you know… for judgment begins in the house of the Lord. God is calling us to repentance! I am writing this particularly
to those readers in the USA, this applies to peoples around the globe.

Before you stop reading let me say this, I am not a negative, doomsday preacher. I love to speak of God’s mercy and grace because I need it myself. Those who know me would say I have a “mercy” gift, but this is a very serious time… and time is running out. God is calling us to repentance. If we do not repent there will be grievous consequences.

I think it important when speaking of such things to make it very plain that our God is loving and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in mercy… He is also righteous and just. Yes, He loves mercy; nevertheless, throughout history there have been many times when He found it necessary to disciple His people.

It is not uncommon for a child to take his father’s love for granted, testing the boundaries of obedience and pushing his forbearance to the limit. Surely you have seen this in your own family. Then comes a warning, and another a bit more stern, and perhaps yet another because this father is slow to anger. But if the child’s behavior is still not corrected this loving father must administer some form of discipline… reluctantly, but firmly.

I would sometimes find it necessary to discipline my own kids by spanking them. Of course, this hurt them and they would cry; sometimes I would cry too. After administering this punishment I would not push them away, but hold them close to comfort and assure them of my love… while affirming that they must not do this thing again. I think we saw this type of judgment/mercy during Hurricane Katrina. In the midst of unimaginable judgment, the Lord was reaching out through His Church with compassionate works of mercy. He brought judgment and then immediately demonstrated compassionate mercy.

For whatever reason, many pastors and leaders do not warn of the consequences of sin… and shy away from speaking of the fear of the Lord. I think we have made a BIG mistake only teaching and preaching about God’s love and mercy and grace - society is now reaping the fruit of this error. (Remember, throughout history it is the Church who declined first and then society followed.) Please tell of God’s love and mercy but also warn the people and call them to repentance. How tragic to say “peace and prosperity” when God is saying “REPENT!”

It is foolish to think that God does not bring judgments. If you believe like this, you are deceived. Let me say it again. The Word of God is full of His warnings and judgments… sometimes they are intensely severe. Does this mean that God is not LOVE? Of course not! A loving father disciplines, even scourges his favored sons. The Lord’s discipline is usually painful, but it is also motivated by love. His intention is always and only to correct and set one’s feet on the right path… that we may know and love the Lord and fulfill our destiny. Make no mistake about it; God calls us to repentance, He warns us, and if we don’t repent at some point He follows through with discipline… sometimes it is very severe. Why should we suffer the consequences of sin when a merciful God is so willing to forgive, heal and deliver? We must recognize, dear saint, that God is not pleased with us. Most of us are not obeying as we should. Be honest; are you being a witness as you should, giving
sacrificially, pouring your life out for others? And then there are those other things. It is time to repent.

A quick review of world history reveals God’s mercy and long-suffering toward the nations. However, eventually judgment comes to those who refuse to repent: calamity, decline or destruction. This has occurred many times. In fact, more than twenty-five great civilizations have declined or have been completely destroyed during the course of human history. Do you not think that this could happen to us?

You must fear God, beloved, and obey Him. Our nation must fear God. What judgment is stored up for a people who have murdered over forty million babies for the sake of convenience, celebrates homosexuality in her streets and exports our pornography to the world?

In light of this call to repentance we are issuing a call to the Capital Region of New York State for a serious season of Fasting and Prayer. By God’s grace on Jan 25-28 we will be doing a 3 day “Esther Fast” (3 days without food or water). This will be a time of repentance and seeking the Lord. Will you join us? For more information go to:

May God hear our cries, forgive our sins and heal our land.

“Who shall not fear You, O Lord, and glorify Your name? For You alone are holy. For all nations shall come and worship before You, for Your judgments have been manifested.” Revelations 15:4


2008 The Year of the Justice of YAHWEH no longer will it be delayed.

Luke 18:7-8 And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly.

THE JUDGEMENT HAS BEGUN AND THE THINGS HE TOLERATED
IN THE PAST WILL NOT BE TOLERATED IN THE FUTURE.


this New Year brings a filling for God’s chosen but not just any filling. This is a year that can also be called a Double Filling of His Agenda, because with a double filling of His agenda brings a double filling of His blessings. During this year according to His agenda it is time for the church to be regenerated, resurrected and truly reconciled! This means it will simply rise up and out of all carnal behaviour and war in the Spirit against the enemy that has boldly stood up repeatedly and attacked the church. In this agenda the body of Christ will begin to obey and honour the Lord without question so that He is pleased and not our flesh. In this year our flesh will suffer greatly but we must not be moved nor allow an inkling of fear to rise up while this beast called the flesh lay down and dies. And the more we feast at the table of the Lord our spirit man will become freer to serve and do what is right by Him. It will not be a struggle as it was in the previous year
to do what the Lord has called us to do. In 2007 we consumed much drink but many picked up cups that were not filled with the right spirit therefore some became intoxicated with that not of the Holy Spirit. But in 2008 we will receive our filling from only the table where the New Wine will be served and drink until our cups are full and running over with Jesus!


Micah 3:8 But truly I [Micah] am full of power, of the Spirit of the Lord, and of justice and might, to declare to Jacob his transgression and to Israel his sin.

2 Kings 17:13 Yet the Lord warned Israel and Judah through all the prophets and all the seers, saying, Turn from your evil ways and keep My commandments and My statutes, according to all the Law which I commanded your fathers and which I sent to you by My servants the prophets.

John 9:31 Now we know that God heareth not sinners: but if any man be a worshipper of God, and doeth his will, him he heareth.

Amos 8:14 Those who swear by Ashimah or the sin of Samaria and say, By the life of your god [the golden calf], O Dan! and [swear], By the life of the way of [idolatrous] Beersheba, they shall fall and rise no more.
Amos 9:8-9 Behold, the eyes of the Lord God are upon the sinful kingdom [of Israel's ten tribes] and I will destroy it from the surface of the ground, except that I will not utterly destroy the house of Jacob, says the Lord.
For behold, I will command, and I will sift the house of Israel among all nations and cause it to move to and fro as grain is sifted in a sieve, yet shall not the least kernel fall upon the earth and be lost [from My sight].

Psalm 50:16-21 But to the wicked, God says: What right have you to recite My statutes or take My covenant or pledge on your lips, Seeing that you hate instruction and correction and cast My words behind you [discarding them]? When you see a thief, you associate with him, and you have taken part with adulterers. You give your mouth to evil, and your tongue frames deceit. You sit and speak against your brother; you slander your own mother's son. These things you have done and I kept silent; you thought I was once entirely like you. But [now] I will reprove you and put [the charge] in order before your eyes.

1 John 3:8 The Son of God came to destroy the works of the devil.

THE JUDAS ALLIANCE

In Luke 22: 2-6 we read, “And the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might kill Him [Jesus], but they feared the people. Then Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve. So he went his way and conferred with the chief priests and captains, how he might betray Him to them. And they were glad, and agreed to give him money. So he promised and sought opportunity to betray Him to them in the absence of the multitude.”
“So.... he sought opportunity to betray Him.....in the absence of the multitude.” The climax of Judas’ role in the ministry of Jesus reflects a sad reality of what can unfold when the flesh in a single individual wars against the Spirit.
Judas was an insider. But Judas’ loyalties were not with Jesus. Judas was a part of the fanatical party of the Zealots who sought the overthrow of the Romans. Jesus was simply a means to an end in Judas’ personal priorities. Sometime in the course of Jesus’ ministry, Judas became disillusioned with Jesus.

He was a man without honor. He became a rebel. But then a corner was turned when Judas began “confiding” with others of a kindred spirit. But a kindred spirit with a twist --- it wasn’t the Zealots Judas conspired with, but those who were aligned with the Romans --- the oppressors the Zealots sought to overthrow.
The scripture says that the chief priests and captains wanted to kill Jesus, BUT “they feared the people.” Betrayal involves collaboration with others. Judas provided God’s enemies with the means of access to God’s anointed --- which they would never have had otherwise.
The operation of the Judas spirit can only manifest when a betraying alliance is formed. An unholy alliance instigated by an insider. An unholy alliance awash in hypocrisy --- as Judas conspired with those working in support of the very Romans his “kingdom” views sought to overthrow. The Judas alliance has no REAL agenda of its own --- but that of undermining the genuine work of another. It is an alliance driven by disillusionment, confusion and the need for justification that deviously and diabolically seeks to betray the innocent.


New Beginnings, a new Government of the Kingdom of God

Matthew 16:19 Jesus said "I will give you the keys of the Kingdom of God. Whatever you lock on earth will be locked in heaven, and whatever you open on earth will be opened in heaven." The gates of Hell will not prevail against the gatekeepers entrusted with the keys. God Bless, protect, maintain, anoint, strengthen, increase, teach the Gatekeepers, the enemy shall not afflict them.

Dan. 2:25 YHVH rules in the kingdoms of men and he gives it to whosoever he wills.
The servants of satan shall not have authority, dominion.

Isaiah 9:6 For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

Zech 11:3 A voice of the wailing of the (selfish) shepherds, for their glory, the broad pasturage, is laid waste! A voice of the roaring of young lions, for the pride of the Jordan [the jungle or thickets] is ruined!

Zech. 11:17 Woe to the worthless and foolish shepherd who deserts the flock! The sword shall smite his arm and his right eye; his arm (STRENGTH) shall be utterly withered and his right eye utterly blinded.

Numbers 17:8 "Now it came to pass on the next day that Moses went into the tabernacle of witness, and behold, the rod of Aaron, of the house of Levi, had sprouted and put forth buds, had produced blossoms and yielded ripe almonds"

BEHOLD the rod sprouted, budded, blossomed and bore fruit! Almonds and the blossoms represent new beginnings and resurrection life. When we behold Him, see Him, encounter Him, we're transformed too, from glory to glory! Remember, the rod represented the whole Levi tribe, so His presence brought life and authority not only to Aaron, but also to the extended Levite family. Notice that God didn't say, "Just listen to what I'm going to say," instead, He said, "Behold," in other words, "Watch and see what I do for the House of Levi!" His presence will bring fresh ripe fruit into your household--this is that time! Now let me unpack this phenomenon of God's presence because it is truly exciting!

"My beloved spoke, and said to me: 'rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone. The flowers appear on the earth; the time of singing has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land. The fig tree puts forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grapes give a good smell. Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away!'" (Song of Solomon 2:10-13).

The prophets have been speaking much about this season of new beginnings. Bob Jones refers to it as "the season of the dove," as in Isaiah 11:2, the Spirit of the Lord resting upon us. The "dove company" comprises a people not satisfied with just a little touch from God. They contend for the tangible resting of His presence remaining on them. I know that you want the Lord to come and rest afresh upon you! Did you read that reference from the Song of Solomon? Do you see what happens when the dove's voice is heard "in our land?" Fruit! Fragrant, tender, fresh fruit!
Joy and Favour in the Latter Rain
Ask the Lord for a fresh cloud of His presence that releases the latter rain for your life! "And the light of the king's face is life, and his favor is like a cloud of latter rain" (Proverbs 16:15). His favour releases the buds and blossoms in your life, and it keeps the foxes (thieves) from going after the tender little vines, so that you will produce such fruit! The presence of the Lord is a fruitful place! The light of God's face is life! It's pure joy, man! We as God's people should be HAPPY people! Are you happy or do you go around with a "woe is me" countenance?
I tell you, time in His presence, beholding His face, will cause yours to light up like the nighttime skyline of a great city. "In His presence is fullness of joy, and at His right hand are pleasures forevermore" (Psalm 16:11). Pleasures forever more! His presence is JOY! Would you like a fresh anointing of His joy? It's contagious! The oil of this joyful anointing will get on people! Trust me, with the oil of joy upon you, people will laugh and celebrate as they encounter you. Ha! You'll receive tons of invitations to visit because so many are miserable and need that oil that you have!

The joy of the Lord is our strength!

THE GLORY OF THE LORD IS COMING

That cloud of His presence releases joy and harvest! That's why the prophet says, "Be glad then you children of Zion, and rejoice in the Lord your God, for He has given you the former rain faithfully. And He will cause the rain to come down for you, the former rain and the latter rain in the first months. The threshing floor shall be full of wheat and the vats shall overflow with new wine and oil" (Joel 2:23-24).

Harvest in the Latter Rain
If you're born again, you're a child of Zion; so this applies to you, and you can do what Joel says and rejoice in the Lord! We see that the rain releases the harvest. The threshing floors full of wheat symbolize souls and Kingdom harvest.
You get to possess the Kingdom! This latter rain will also release overflow because "the vats shall overflow." Ask the Lord to enlarge your vat, and as He pours in, you can pour out blessings to the world. Out of your belly shall flow RIVERS, not streams, but rivers of living water. We don't want dry riverbeds. We want constant, continuous, bank-to-bank overflow that overflows with new wine and new oil! Wine to make your heart glad and oil to make your face shine (Psalm 104:15-16). We're not talking alcohol here; we're talking partaking of the new wine in the new wineskins--supernat ural wine that gets you drunk in the spiritual. Because you are a king in Christ Jesus, you're invited to drink deeply of the new wine He has for you. Spend time in His presence, drinking in of the new wine, and being drenched with the fresh oil (not yesterday's oil)!

Restoration and Favour

Are there things in your life that need restoration? Not only is this the year of God's favour, but a year of His justice. He will restore to you everything the cankerworm has robbed (Joel 2:26-27). So not only does the cloud of His presence release that fresh anointing of favor--the fresh flow of His latter rain that brings through the vat an enlargement of the overflow for Kingdom harvest--but also restoration of everything the enemy has stolen!
You see, you become the tabernacle of His presence, His latter rain and thus, you can release restoration in your life because of that abiding presence. With the glory of the Lord shining so brightly in you, you can go about the ruined cities and see the desolation of heritages and generations restored (Isaiah 61).

Amos 9:11 In that day will I raise up the tabernacle of David, the fallen hut or booth, and close up its breaches; and I will raise up its ruins, and I will build it as in the days of old,

Watchful Praying
By Dave Butts
"Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful" (Colossians 4:2).
Devotion to prayer was one of the marks of the early Church. In Acts 2:42, Luke lists four areas of devotion that marked the Jerusalem church: Apostles’ teaching, fellowship, the breaking of bread, and prayer. The rest of Acts demonstrates their devotion, as a praying Church breaks out of Judea and embarks upon its mission to the world.
God’s call to His people today is for nothing less than that demonstrated by the first believers. Through dependence upon His power through prayer, we establish His kingdom in the lives of men and women everywhere, seeing Christ’s kingdom advance among the nations.
In Colossians 4:2, Paul’s command for us to be devoted to prayer is sharpened by the phrase, "being watchful." Watchful praying is a more intense, more kingdom-focused type of prayer. All too often our prayers can be a reflection of an unfocused, bland faith. We ask little, expecting little, and what we do ask for is more about our own desires than the purposes and plans of God.
Watchful praying takes effort. It is an aggressive sort of prayer life, recognizing that life is lived out in the midst of a battleground. Watching and praying is a lifestyle focusing on seeing the kingdom of Christ advance and knowing that our prayers are a vital part of what God is doing on planet earth.
To watch and pray first of all means that we watch God. As we draw near in intimacy and see how God is moving, we pick up divine cues from Him as to how we should pray. Scripture speaks much of keeping our eyes on the Lord:
• "O my Strength, I watch for You; You, O God, are my fortress…" (Psalm 59:9).
• "But as for me, I watch in hope for the LORD, I wait for God my Savior; my God will hear me" (Micah 7:7).
• "I will stand at my watch and station myself on the ramparts; I will look to see what He will say to me, and what answer I am to give to this complaint" (Habakkuk 2:1).
• "It’s like a man going away: He leaves his house and puts his servants in charge, each with his assigned task, and tells the one at the door to keep watch. Therefore keep watch because you do not know when the owner of the house will come back – whether in the evening, or at midnight, or when the rooster crows, or at dawn. If he comes suddenly, do not let him find you sleeping. What I say to you, I say to everyone: ‘Watch!’" (Mark 13:34-37).
God’s Word also tells us to watch what is happening around us, and sometimes even within us. There is to be an awareness of our surroundings and what God might be doing in them, so that we can pray with greater effectiveness. Here are just a few of the Scriptures that point to this way of watching and praying:
"Look at the nations and watch – and be utterly amazed. For I am going to do something in your days that you would not believe, even if you were told" (Hab. 1:5).
• "Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come" (Matthew 24:42).
• "Then He said to them, ‘My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with Me.’ Going a little farther, He fell with His face to the ground and prayed, ‘My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from Me. Yet not as I will, but as You will.’ Then He returned to His disciples and found them sleeping. ‘Could you men not keep watch with Me for one hour?’ He asked Peter. ‘Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak’" (Matthew 26:38-41).
• "Only be careful, and watch yourselves closely so that you do not forget the things your eyes have seen or let them slip from your heart as long as you live. Teach them to your children and to their children after them" (Deuteronomy 4:9).
One of the most fascinating aspects of watchful praying is how closely it ties us to the very nature and activity of God Himself. God is a watcher! Again and again in the Bible we read of how He watches over the affairs of both nations and individuals. He calls us to join Him on His watch…to devote ourselves to watch and pray that we might participate with our Lord in His purposes. What an amazing privilege! Carefully consider these Scriptures that point to God on His watch:
• "I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you" (Genesis 28:15).
• "I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you" (Psalm 32:8).
• "He rules forever by His power, His eyes watch the nations – let not the rebellious rise up against Him" (Psalm 66:7).
• "The LORD will keep you from all harm – He will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore" (Psalm 121:7-8).

The eyes of the LORD are everywhere, keeping watch on the wicked and the good" (Proverbs 15:3).


today join with a watching God? He is calling His people to such an intimate place with Him that we begin to see some aspects of what He is seeing as He allows us that privilege. Our watching is for the purpose of praying into our world the purposes and plans of God. How amazing is the grace and calling of God that He would grant us the joy and favor of laboring alongside Him through watchful praying!
God Loves Rich Nicholas and P.A.L.S. Our help, salvation, strength, increase of Provision comes from the Lord the maker of heaven and earth. He is our refuge and strength



"a merry heart doeth good like a medicine" Prov 17:22


God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

World's Material Comforts Or God 's Materials Comforts?


WORLD'S MATERIAL COMFORTS OR GOD'S MATERIAL COMFORTS

"The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham's side. The rich man also died and was buried. In hell, where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. So he called to him, 'Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.' But Abraham replied, 'Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been fixed, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.' " [Luke 16:22-26]

In these passages we all see here the consequences of all selfishness. Insulated by all of those material comforts of life, this rich man had never ever taken inventory of his very deepests needs and sins. Because he was hardhearted and so very selfish, refusing to feed the beggar Lazarus, he was so consigned to hell. Lazarus, on the other hand, lacked the very basic needs and he had suffered very physcial pain in his lifetime, but he was prepard for eternity. Death proved to be the greated equalizer, effecting s reversal of fortune for these two people. THE ANSWER: God wants us to have the proper attitude toward money and possessions and to have us use them undelfishly to help others. Final Thought here: Jesus Christ has exposed a very wealthy young man's dependencies on all of his possessions. Jesus Christ brought him face to face with all human problems - misplaced Devotion. We don't know whether or not that this man ever repented of his own heavy attachments to his belonging's, but each of us is alway's faced with the same choice. Ony by renouncing our unhealhy, fulfilling relationships with first of all w ith God, then ourselves, then all other's. God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

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Friday, January 4, 2008

Prayer Knowing God's Will And Seeing His Results

Prayer Knowing God's Will And Seeing His Results Dear Precious Heavenly Father: As we to do come and bow down to kneel in worship only You at this hour of the neginning of our day.
We only want to worship You in our hearts and down tot he deepestof us all this day and forever more to sing praises unto your Holy name. As we tell the whole world and in our assembly in givingYou our praises for You are our King. With our hands held high and our hearts toward only You for we have these in our hearts of thanksand praise unto our Precious Lord Jesus Christ whom sits upon His Throne. For He is so Good!, He issoFaithful! And He loves Hismight Isreal which endures forever and ever! In saying these unto You Father God we give a mighty shout unto You in prasing whom YOU are because of whom You are unto us all in been having fighting our heaviest battles that only have come to blows by You defeating it. As we sing praises in our own thanksgiving unto You. Praises unto ourLord Jehovah God , Jesus The Son in their heavenly Throne and to our Holy Spirit whom send it up to them, in that dwelling place that is our future home. Praise Him in His mighty heaven, Praise Him for Hismighty works; Praise Him in His mighty works, unequaled beyond compare that only His servants can know that are unto Him as His children upon the earth. We praise Him with a trumpet blast that could only come from that Mighty Shofar. Praise Him with lyrics and all instruments in dancing before our God let every thing upon this
earth in singing unto our Lord. Just as Your Son has said unto us inYour Word..." Oh, Father, Lord of Earth thank You for hiding truthfrom those who think themselves so wise and cleaver, for it is revealed to whom is childlike, Yes, Father God , it pleases You do it that way. For we know in one's sufferings as we pray unto You even at those time we ought to be thanking you Father, we do fail in it before You in asking for ones own forgivness in showing us the
roads to take before You this day forth continually before You. As we give praises and those instruments are coming forth unto You Father God only because You are always good to us, faithful, true,righteousness abounds with the glorious presence that justfills the air all around us because You love endures forever!
For only You have shown us the way of our lives in walking with You
and your very precious words and that glorious holy spirit in guiding us
all the ways that we must take before you in doing so it bring that deep
penetraning joy from within us all,and such devoted pleasures that
only comes from You, Oh that streams of all the river of life that assures us in the overflowing fountains of that river that only comes from You as we totally being in worship
in You "Abba Father in whom we send out our praises unto You forever and ever. Oh, "Abba Father" we honor You as long as we live in lifting up ones praise in prayer, You are satisfying all that anything that is upon this earth even those richest food as we singing ones praises in joy as we lift it up only to You. For You have been our solid rock which is our very firm foundation,ourmighty fortress, our Savior, whom is our devoted protecter,shield, and our strength that came in ones salvation, you my mightystronghold, high tower, whom comes and saves in times of troublesand saves us from our enemies as we take hold of You Father God.AsYou do them destructions and those sounds of death pass over us in that great victory which that only You can give. For You passed by in ones own listening ears as the rocks and earth trembled beneath our
feet becuase of Your anger in what they had tried to do unto your own children whom are always and forever the apples of your eyes.
Praise You 'Abba Father" As you have opened heaven before us and the
clouds were beneath Your feet ... Those angles in those clouds just
soars by that mighty rushing winds in that heavy thundering mighty
storm which always yields to You as You approach those wicked demons
that have been cut to threads by your might hands. Only you can
have that brightness that blazes forth as You always give
Your mighty loud shouts from heaven Throne room as You are coming
across from that Mighty victory in defeating all that had been in
and around your children whom You hold so dear to Your heart. You
had scattered and cut them down into mighty pieaces as You had
reached down from heaven home and recued us out of the deep waters
of those whom dared to defeat me in them wanting me to be hurt, and
destroyed by those whom You have defeated before us in knowing that
all of them are way to strong for us. They FATHER.. KNOW WHEN AND
HOW TO COME AGAINST US IN ONE'S OWN WEAK MOMENTS
But You our mighty
defender led us safely home in knowing ones innocence by gving Your
rewards that compensates us all in homes that love you and adores
You Lord God. For abhor any kind of evil that this world has in its
trappings that only they know and see in trying to devour and burry
dep in a grave. You always are so faithful, true, with mighty
integrity, purness upon them whom are in only You Father God. You
show oneself to all wickedness that you are hostile, but unto us
whom are humble you tenderly rescue from those prdeful people whm
are very proud only to humliate them at their feet. For You are our
true light which lights up our darkness in Your powerful strengths
we crush all of our enemies as Your promises always holds true in our mighty
protections which provided from You are our God whom is solid as our rock before our
eyes. Glory, glory, glory unto the Lamb of God.Blessed be our rock,
blessed be the one whom is always exlted upon His Throne!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! To the Lamb of God! As we sing,
shout joyfully in every thing that You do before us and around our
very lives daily as one's mighty King and lover and savior of our
souls. We love you, We love You for You are our God and King whom name is always
Jehovah God, Emmanuel,The First and the Last,Yahweh,You are our King forever and ever

Father as I say unto you this prayer for families,circleof a host of friends,aquaintances Help them know Your will through the spiritual wisdom and understanding that comes from the Spirit so they may live lives worthy of You, pleasing You in every way. Help them to bear fruit, to influence others' lives in every good thing they do. May they constantly be growing in their understanding of who You are and in their awareness of how You work in this world of which you have made from the beginning of time. Oh, Father God, Our Mediator whom is ever so present before us Father right Now we do come bodly beore your throne of grace and mercy to all of those people whereever they are in thier homes or on the international net asking for prayers in whom all have needs and desires. We do come into an agreement with your Holy Words that say's in [Matthew 18:19,20 in all of these peoples life. For Jesus Christ has already paid for all of the healing's where it say's [ 1Peter 2:24b],"By His stripes Ye are healed"So, right now we say right now Thank You for all total healing's as Your Holy Spirit as it moves upon the people as they read this prayer. For as it say's in your word in [Phil.4:6]"Be anxious for nothing in everything by prayer and supplication with thankgiving let your requests be known unto God.

And we send Your word, now into all of those’s needs, accessed by the power of the blood of Jesus and faith in the finished price by Jesus Christ on the cross of Calvary. In the name of Jesus, Amen! Amen! i_amgodschildcc.


Scriptures:(Colossians 1:9, 1 John 2:28; Colossians 1:10. (Romans 12:1–2)(Matthew 6:10; Ephesians 6:6; Colossians 4:12; Hebrews 10:36; Colossians S 1:11–12a),(Isa.61:1Heb.1:8;Heb.4:16;Ex.20:11;Isa57:16).

HOLY ARE You Lord
Hear the sound of heaven
Like the sound of many
waters
It's the sound of worship Coming from throne Cries of adoration As
men from every nation Lift their voice to make His glory
known ,singing
Holy, holy holy are You Lord
Holy holy holy are You
Lord
The elders and angles bow
The redeemed worship you now
Holy holy holy are You Lord.
By: Terry Mac Almon (1997) Heaven Song Music
God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

May This Year 2008

MAY THIS YEAR 2008 may it bring everyone much closer to Jesus Christ inside of us as His children of Faith, sincere, love, and looking in His truths as His wisdom, understanding, knowledge in Spirit and His Truths as it's written for us in His person that comes forth unto us as His choosen ones (Disciples), and be rid of this worlds (Anit-christ) secularism of that's thorny theology of religion [World's view of living]. The sum of substance of the Gospel is for myself, and all other's is to become fully related and pursaded to Jesus Christ, in understanding,know Him,His teachings in abiding in Him in our obedience unto Jesus Christ, in making New Disciples without any kind of attachment as a teacher as they be a follower of Him by Jesus Christ doctrines and all conducts as a person whom has learned by God's total instructions (Bible), that is alway's accepted given as His representives of our God.., and His [Son] Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit in other's seeing us just as the orginal disciples of the very first 12 that Jesus Christ had choosen to do the same as they did. [Matt.5:1;9:19;14:22;Lk.14:26,27,33; Jhn.9:27;15:8]. They had been taught to perform miracles by excercising His power by which it had been transferred by Jesus Christ upon His Death upon the Cross and Resurrection. Just as they [disciples], was given a name whom believed in Jesus Christ. To pronounced blessed of His indwelling for the cause of Jesus Christ and having the God live within a person.
For we see different people in a varity of them whom truly act just like "pilate" in today society whom just don't know or come to understand just what Jesus Christ is truly about. But as the word shares with us about "Pilot" he had No ture understaning of Jesus Christ , he had come to understand what other's had told Him what He had done when He was in their presence and lied about him as well. So the 'Pilot's question had come to,"Why, what evil had He done?" of which comes late of His trial and represented a very personal though unoffical, acknowledgement of Jesus Christ' innocence. Then in his attempts to shift the blame for Jesus Christ's death to the Jews themselves. This brings answers" His blood be on us" eventaully the wrath of God upon his own people. As we see [John 19:10,11], Again, Pilot said unto Jesus Christ these words ... Speakest thou not unto me? knowest thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and have 'power to to release thee?. No doubt that Jesus Christ was talking to Satan just then... as He had done in [Matt. 4:8-10]. In the believer's today we can apprehend the "Peace of God" brings us [tranquility of the mind for all believers from fears and worries and God's peace which truly passes in all understanding, the peace divinely bestowed in times of anxiety is ones own understanding of the problem, and thier ability to cope with and solve it. God's peace So we need to be in prayer and then occupy the mind's with the right things and busy themselves in the right things of God. We then abtain it on a day to day basis with experience in life that we live in Jesus Christ. As then we truly see that we do share in Jesus Christ's suffering of His cross to which it helps us grow to be like Him that's our own soul's being crucified unto His cross with him. This does help me such a deeper relationship unto Jesus Christ to have all of the old ways , past away as it brings me so much closer unto Him in my own life., it's more meaningful as my own afflicted life through being compassionate, companionship, in a longlasting relationship in many affliction unto Jesus Christ in hearts to cling to Him, rather it be inward, outward, ethical, physcial, mental life. This comes forth that has been renewing all of the earthly advantages and it's privilages as my own means of salvation of Jesus Christ's cross as I confide in new people of the plan of salvation for them to see Him and all He has to offer them. For I am eager to be more like my precious Jesus Christ, for He is my grand prize in the joyful satasification of having to have attained it, as His divine commandments that does often times bring condemanation of sin that's in me to bring it unto subjection for reaching my goal on earth to His Highest calling in my life to alway's discipline "self" and to tightent my own belt in lean times of life. Every where and in all times God instructs me in every circumstance, situations by the means of going without in being successful with little as much will be harder. " For one man can stand prosperity,there are hundred that will stand in adversity." [Thomas Carlyle]. For me; In my own life can live skillfully, or on very little or prosperity by which does not mean that I am a super woman. My own abilites with reson I can do in such extemes is not owning to my own attributes for I can do all things through Jesus Christ whom does strengthens me [Phil. 4:13]. For this has helped me to adapt to my various ever changing circumstances in my own life today. God (Himself) has orded them in my life or by self in many ways, in having all kinds of trial being brought on in different situations for me to learn and grow by them each as they have appeared in all kinds of various ways as God has indeed strengthened me to be contented in them all as being His disciples, though they have been perplexed and very trying in my own life He carried me through them all . My precious Jesus Christ has met every need and wants in my life that at it's own end in living in Jesus Christ. By living it, putting His Sword has given me on a day to day basis as I have learned though all of those experiences today. In knowing Him as He has given me His own plans as mine has dies it helped me to grow more in Him. For He has given me His divine instructions in how to live in Him as My savior, in His Sword ( the Bible) in haing my idea's and concepts that has totally changed in living in this world that changed from immoral to moral to live in Jesus Christ for living in this world is for me living in the anti-christ seularism of the thorny religion in all that it had represented. ( World's view of living), I'd rather live and breathe the word of God and His own Son Jesus Christ with the Holy Ghost helping me His truths in becoming fully grafted in Him as being related unto Him in the family of God. So as He gives me His counsel, understanding, knowledge, wisdom, discernment, in His teaching in being obedient unto Jesus Christ. Is the way I live my utmost for Him until He takes us on that heavenly flight in going Home. I am hoping for all of the readers truly believe it the same way as I in loving Him in our intimate relationship as we grow together in unity of Jesus Christ. For this New Year is another beginning for everyone in the year 2008. As he shines upon us all with grtitude, praise, thanksgiving, hopes to drown away all of those former things as we truly learn to achieve what's coming for us in this year. Such a zeal we h ave for Him in our joys, blesing's, honour, is truly bestowed on Him, for He alone restores us fully as it comes from Jesus Christ as He's positioning us to accomplish all things through Him as He's in chage of us His children For he is our barrier mover as we depend of God as His mighty power flows in us as God's rules daily in our life. To forget what's behind in the people whom are like Pilot and move more to be like Jesus Christ. i_amgodschild. God will hold us all accountable for our sins (Eze.18:30); We should hold each other accountable (Luke.17:3,4);We are Accountable in what we believe(John. 3:17,18,19,God will examine our actions (2Cor.5:10); Armor for physical battles (1Sam. 17:38); Weapons cannot stop God's power ( Eze. 38:4); Spiritual armor prepares us for life (Ro.13:12);Righteousness is a spiritual weapon (2Cor.6:7);God's weapons conquerors Satan's strongholds (2Cor.10:4); Put on the Armor (Eph.6:11-18) Jesus Is the Highest Authority (Matt.28:18) ;Choose a postive attitude (Hab.3:17-19) Bad attitudes hurts our relationship with God (Gen.4:6,7); Bad attitudes leads to poor decisions (Num.14:1-4) ;God gives christian a new attitude (Hab.3:17-19) More Than Conquerors (Ro.8:37)Christians should always rejoice (Phil.4:4) i_amgodschild@yahoo.com.

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Jesus Christ Sees All !!!
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Welcome Home To I_amgodschildcc Place

This is a very warm Welcome To each of You whom came unto this place, i_am godschild cc Home I am glad that you decided to join. I am sure you will find many blessings with us as I am sure you will be a blessing to our family. i_amgodschildcc Home is a Special Room for us to come to for PRAISE and WORSHIP to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, praying for each other, praying for all prayer requests that are shared with us, share testimonies, Bible studies, Christian devotionals, poems, songs and Christian inspirational sites. We are a group of believers dedicated to lifting in prayer the needs that are shared with us, sustain our brethen, Praise the Lord, spread the Wordof God and to reach out to lost and unsaved souls.OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE HAS NO PLACE IN THIS CHRIST CENTERED HOME!!! Because many people has grown up in hearing and /or using offensive language, this is very painful to ALL of us in this home it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!! If someone post those types of Offensive lanuage you will be deleated Immediately DISMISSED otherwise Banned from this Home of the Lord Jesus Christ it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!!! There is NO asking for Donations or Money of to Send Money of any kind in Advertising your work. If the Lord wants someone to send money to a person, He will place it upon the heart of someone to do so. It would be appreciated if All people whom come to this site that if You whom come to post here that You would refrain from Gossip or Critizing people here in this home of Jesus Christ for we do Not do any kind of disagreements, nor we Debate it anything in this Home at All!! It will Not, for the Lord say's in His Sword of His Own Word in this manner for all of Us to follow and adhere to: "You brood of snakes ! How could evil men like you speak what is good and right? For whatever is in your heart determines what you say. A good person produces good words from a good heart, and an evil person produces evil words from an evil heart. And I tell You this, that YOU Must give an account on Judgement day of every idle word You speak The Words You say now reflects Your fate then; either You will be justified by them or You will be condemned...[Matt.12:34-36N.L.T.] Feel free to post on the message board as the Holy Spirit leads you. Please share your prayers and be in agreement with other prayers that are shared with us. Let's just lift Holy hands and Praise the Lord today!!

14 Oh, how generous and gracious our Lord was! He filled me with the faith and love that come from Christ Jesus.

15 This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all. 16 But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life. 17 All honor and glory to God forever and ever! He is the eternal King, the unseen one who never dies; he alone is God. Amen.

1 Timothy 1:14-17 (New Living Translation)

My Prayer for You in each one of you as an individual person and family and friends as well as aquaintances this journey we call life is for All of You!

10 Love each other with genuine affection,[a] and take delight in honoring each other. 11 Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically.[b] 12 Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. 13 When God’s people are in need, be ready to help them. Always be eager to practice hospitality.

Romans 12:10-13 (New Living Translation)



My Testimony

Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had a Foster Mother in whom I loved so very much for such as I was literally told by her momma from an infant that she wasn't my true Mother that I had a real mother with many siblings living with her and I'd had better get used to it in my life and as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infancy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her home. Now in my "Real Mother's " home it was so much of a vast differences in her home, and having bad motives and none action that wasn't alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment that for sure was very unstable for my own personal growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and I knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being my foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years earlier). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3. It was horrible that at times It just speaks to all of those horable things that had happened to me while living in that place of such high frequencies of motives and in - actions that only a person like me had gone through in a persons own life, of the horrors that went in that place. I later in years found out the real reasons all of those mean actions of the way she was to me and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.Bu they cursed at me telling me that I was No good and I wasn't going to amount to anything and more cursing came at me like it rolled like a thunder storm in every breath they had taken and couldn't even ask why,I couldn't share my thoughts with them because sure enough I would get it again. They had their parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend with things in the home got broken simly because it would be broken up , fighting, cursing at each other, the windows of the car got broken by a brick being thrown from mother's hand because of those things he had done to her. I knew that I was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen. Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil. Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had. After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled his brown "Dr. Peppers" glass with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same. Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I ws No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germany that has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been like in what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters, thieves. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom I'd hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some of the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkest days in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure to me but as a sperm donor for my mother[Real] is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someones home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some help in a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. Man I was so bitterly angry at men so I had turn into a homosexual for a time and when I was in my stupor while drinking I had come to realize what the heck I was doing in a relationship with this woman and I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept it up after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more answers to all of my un - answered questions that they had helped me with in my life. They had a quaint little place which was half restaurant, and church. But I got saved in August 18, 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling them I had found about when I saw neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God and I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still. But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of ways that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words to Him Jesus Christ whom I love very deeply inside of myself and is my King, my Lover , whom rules and judges me when it comes to my own final curtain call for me to Bow down at His feet awaiting my own judgement just as everyone else in this earth it is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter's wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that whom truly knows me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my lif No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" The Prayer that I had used to bring me out of which I had been in for so very long in my own personal life and may it help anyone whom is out in this world that has come of those simliar things as I had done. Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had loved so very much for such as Iand as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infantcy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her homeand not having bad motives and none action that wasn't been alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment is unstable for your growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and i knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being a foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years later). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3.It was horrible that at times I just speak of the horrors that went in that place.I later in years found out the real reasons all of those means and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.They had thier parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend I knew i was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen.Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil.Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had.After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same.Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germanythat has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been likein what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some aof the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkes dayst in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure tp me but as a sperm donor is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someone home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some helpin a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more. They had a quaint little place which was half resturant, and church. But I got saved that year of 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling themI had found about when I saw Neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still.But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like still be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of way that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words as it is in tounges is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter hs His wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that know me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my life No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" Prayer: Father, I loose any stronghold in my life protecting wrong feelings I have against anyone. Forgive me as I forgive those who have caused me pain, loss or grief. I loose any desire for retribution or to rectify. In the name of Jesus, I loose the power and effects of any harsh or hard words (word curses) spoken about me, to me or by me. I loose any strongholds connected with them. I loose all generational bondages and their stronghold from myself. I thank you Jesus that you have promised whatsoever I bind and loose on earth will be bound and loosed in heaven. In Jesus name, I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace.I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace. Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. . Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. .

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