Saturday, October 13, 2007

Idols IN Today's Terms


In the United States alone when someone thinks about idols, he or she may think of them in many different ways in ones own heart. Many have some kind of statues that may different kinds of people worship in certain parts of the world. We all have many certain types of them in many forms and often times don't know what they are in what it does to them as a person. It can range from all kinds of a varieties of them in many aspects of one own life. But it all boiled down to what is it that get's in the way in our own life which of course is taking our own time away from being in a relationship with God. There are many forms of an idol let's take a deep hard look and see them for one self. automobiles, homes,a hobby, books, people, a political party, a cause, a job, sports, addictions of all sorts can
certain possessions,coping skills in all of one's own addictions in those hurts, habits, hang-ups in refererances to some different kinds of pleasures, or some things, can become an idol. Any persons may not consider that stubborness can become an idol which is idolatry in the eye's of God. Covetousness is also considered idoltary in th eye's of God. A person seldom considers that his own selfishness can be an idol as "self" is more important than God. Very few people consider that anything in this world is more important than obeying God can be an idol. Which of course then becomes habits in many differences in many forms of those idols. As Servants of the most High God we truly need to consider that anything we put in front of God is an "idol" and from God has set before us all is an "abomination to Him" Like money,gold, silver, astrology,sex, pornography, gambling, overeating, smoking, drugs, alcohol,workaholics,abuse in many forms of it,investments, success,popularity,pride,occults of many of a variety of different types of them will certainly take people down that absolutely that thinks on it all day long in not ever thinking about God in those lives. Our God is a very jealous God. Those whom taken possessions in human beings lives will be cursed. For us that make them, posses them, worships them any kind of created thing more than God our Creator, is down right wickedness and all forms of idolatry before God. God does warns us clearly for us not to do it at all. A multiple of warnings to us that clearly stated in our Sword: Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

4Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

5Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;

6And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.[Ex.20:3-6]


23Ye shall not make with me gods of silver, neither shall ye make unto you gods of gold.[Ex.20:23] 16Lest ye corrupt yourselves, and make you a graven image, the similitude of any figure, the likeness of male or female,


17The likeness of any beast that is on the earth, the likeness of any winged fowl that flieth in the air,

18The likeness of any thing that creepeth on the ground, the likeness of any fish that is in the waters beneath the earth:[Deut. 4:16-18] 23Take heed unto yourselves, lest ye forget the covenant of the LORD your God, which he made with you, and make you a graven image, or the likeness of any thing, which the LORD thy God hath forbidden thee. 24For the LORD thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God.[Deut. 4:23,24]


35With whom the LORD had made a covenant, and charged them, saying, Ye shall not fear other gods, nor bow yourselves to them, nor serve them, nor sacrifice to them:[2Kgs.17:35],


6Thus saith the LORD the King of Israel, and his redeemer the LORD of hosts; I am the first, and I am the last; and beside me there is no God.

7And who, as I, shall call, and shall declare it, and set it in order for me, since I appointed the ancient people? and the things that are coming, and shall come, let them shew unto them.

8Fear ye not, neither be afraid: have not I told thee from that time, and have declared it? ye are even my witnesses. Is there a God beside me? yea, there is no God; I know not any.

9They that make a graven image are all of them vanity; and their delectable things shall not profit; and they are their own witnesses; they see not, nor know; that they may be ashamed.

10Who hath formed a god, or molten a graven image that is profitable for nothing?

11Behold, all his fellows shall be ashamed: and the workmen, they are of men: let them all be gathered together, let them stand up; yet they shall fear, and they shall be ashamed together.

12The smith with the tongs both worketh in the coals, and fashioneth it with hammers, and worketh it with the strength of his arms: yea, he is hungry, and his strength faileth: he drinketh no water, and is faint.

13The carpenter stretcheth out his rule; he marketh it out with a line; he fitteth it with planes, and he marketh it out with the compass, and maketh it after the figure of a man, according to the beauty of a man; that it may remain in the house.

14He heweth him down cedars, and taketh the cypress and the oak, which he strengtheneth for himself among the trees of the forest: he planteth an ash, and the rain doth nourish it.

15Then shall it be for a man to burn: for he will take thereof, and warm himself; yea, he kindleth it, and baketh bread; yea, he maketh a god, and worshippeth it; he maketh it a graven image, and falleth down thereto.

16He burneth part thereof in the fire; with part thereof he eateth flesh; he roasteth roast, and is satisfied: yea, he warmeth himself, and saith, Aha, I am warm, I have seen the fire:

17And the residue thereof he maketh a god, even his graven image: he falleth down unto it, and worshippeth it, and prayeth unto it, and saith, Deliver me; for thou art my god.

18They have not known nor understood: for he hath shut their eyes, that they cannot see; and their hearts, that they cannot understand.

19And none considereth in his heart, neither is there knowledge nor understanding to say, I have burned part of it in the fire; yea, also I have baked bread upon the coals thereof; I have roasted flesh, and eaten it: and shall I make the residue thereof an abomination? shall I fall down to the stock of a tree? [Isa.44:6-20], 7For in that day every man shall cast away his idols of silver, and his idols of gold, which your own hands have made unto you for a sin.[Isa.31:7],26Neither shalt thou bring an abomination into thine house, lest thou be a cursed thing like it: but thou shalt utterly detest it, and thou shalt utterly abhor it; for it is a cursed thing.[Deut.7:26], 15Then shall it be for a man to burn: for he will take thereof, and warm himself; yea, he kindleth it, and baketh bread; yea, he maketh a god, and worshippeth it; he maketh it a graven image, and falleth down thereto.[Isa.44:15],17And the residue thereof he maketh a god, even his graven image: he falleth down unto it, and worshippeth it, and prayeth unto it, and saith, Deliver me; for thou art my god[Isa.44:17]. 20Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, ye that are escaped of the nations: they have no knowledge that set up the wood of their graven image, and pray unto a god that cannot save [Isa.45:20],17They sacrificed unto devils, not to God; to gods whom they knew not, to new gods that came newly up, whom your fathers feared not[Deut. 32:17]. 23But hast lifted up thyself against the Lord of heaven; and they have brought the vessels of his house before thee, and thou, and thy lords, thy wives, and thy concubines, have drunk wine in them; and thou hast praised the gods of silver, and gold, of brass, iron, wood, and stone, which see not, nor hear, nor know: and the God in whose hand thy breath is, and whose are all thy ways, hast thou not glorified[Dan.5:23],18What profiteth the graven image that the maker thereof hath graven it; the molten image, and a teacher of lies, that the maker of his work trusteth therein, to make dumb idols?19Woe unto him that saith to the wood, Awake; to the dumb stone, Arise, it shall teach! Behold, it is laid over with gold and silver, and there is no breath at all in the midst of it. [Hab.2:18,19]

9 of these are Made Cannot ^




  • IDOLS CANNOT SEE



  • IDOLS CANNOT HEAR



  • THEY CANNOT SPEAK THROUGH THEIR THROAT



  • THEY CANNOT SMELL



  • THEY CANNOT HANDLE ANYTHING



  • THEY CANNOT WALK



  • IDOLS CANNOT KNOW ANYTHING



  • IDOLS ARE DUMB



  • THEY HAVE NO BREATH



  • IDOLS ARE A FRAUD



  • THEY ARE WORTHLESS



  • IDOLS ARE A MOCKERY



  • THEY ARE VANITY



  • IDOLS ARE WIND AND CONFUSION



  • IMAGES DO NOT PROFIT



  • THEY ARE PROFITABLE FOR NOTHING



  • THE IMAGE CANNOT ANSWER NOR SAVE A PERSON OUT OF HIS TROUBLE




These are absolutely accede for us to do it! Gods warning unto us about these issues today to take heed in everyones life! Yet if we despite what God has commanded us and then all people do what they want to do or as they wish all will perish unless they repent of these things. There is so much more in our God's Sword that share with us about them and again, I say Don't do it!
We all have our boundries to go by in the word of God and His foundational principles as well. It's govern self in our own relationship with God. We have to ben told not to use them or misuse God's name at all, but in our society today it's going on day after day around us and it's not healthy for any one of us to be around them. But going to work on our jobs, or going to the stores we hear it, see it, where ever we go. People like to be God in hurting other's any way they can not realizing what they themselves are doing They create havoc at every twist and cranny when it's not any other business to do it in the first place. They alway's hold on to something inside of themselves and if they don't.And while you are in the past with your own idols what we do is allowing to continue to hurt you as an individual be rid of all of those things then they become stuck deep down inside of "self" and all of those whom do this are the stuck in ones past, stuck in ones own hang-ups and are drawn into it as the bigshot and for them to hammer on someone else,when that certain habits has it grips on them that then they are awakened by it in themselves or in complete denial about it. We allow our own idols in our life for they will continue today just as it does way back then and we will never see our own way to God's Truths.Some are totally bound up by one's own guilt and you truly beat yourself up and then with ones own masks on then to turn to do it to another human being with that bigshot role and I have to ask is this" Whom made You God and why do You keep hurting not only one self but a host of others too?" We as people of God must find that hard long road to "forgivness" in finding one's own courage and strength to forgive those persons whom created itin the first place.When they find that road to one's own freedom then the willingness will be a wide opened door for those types of people and that hold will be lifted and the idol will be gone. This is such a freedom that our precious Jesus has done for all whom does this by ones own death at the foot of His cross. Every single thing we experience and have done guess what.... he already knew it.Many people has experienced this in so many different ways deeply within us we've faced failures, hurts, habits by accepting God and forgive those whom had ones own idols in ones life. The bottomline is if you want to be free from having so many idols in your own life then give it to Jesus cry out to him and allow him to start healing those wounds that you might have in your life, allow him to open that door and find out how to deal with it in Jesus Christ and in his word. Deal with all of those past bitterness and guilt that keep you locked into it. Don't be in that denial which flows both ways in our life One is the right road and the other isn't. In [Isaiah 43:18] it shares with us a principle " forget the former things; and do not dwell in the past." That doesn't mean to "ignore" the past. we need to learn from it, offer forgivness, make admends, then release it. Only then you can be free from guilt, grudges, and grief! Let's get honest within our self that we've all stumbled down those roads over hurts, hang-ups, or habit. But the race isn't over yet. God just isn't interested in how we started, but how we finish the race. Some may be deeply afraid to face the future and are afraid of change. we all worry over one's future which we don't ever have any control over and we don't have the power to change it. So, all we know is to worry is a lack in trusting God. The simple truths is stated in the word of God about doubt and fear. "The Lord is my helper and I'm not afraid of anything that mere men can do to me" [Heb.13:6]. You've may have been hurting for so long in habits, hurts, and hang-ups that it's become ones own identity. We have to give it to our God, a chance so he can help us change it in a persons own life. You may held on it for so long like we think we may need a prescription for what ails us deeply inside of us. But what we are doing is staying frozen in all that is very unhealthy relationships or a very bad habit. God wants us to do our own part so we can become free! Yes, we may be resist change but the freedom is allowing god to open that very door to it and one by one those idols falls away in a person. If they don't then whom is counting those mistakes it's not God it You! which is so very painful thing to be doing to self and then you will alway's be finding yourself stuck in it over and over again. Never any release! Yo've closed your own mind and have slammed that door! You think that You don't deserve any beter so you run right back in to those doors of idols whom just can't do anything for You like God can do in your own life. You may ask what is denial, let me share that answer... " It's a false system of all beliefs that are not based on reality" self protecting behaviors" Then we find it to have on people a "self- protecting behavior" that keeps us from honestly facing one's own truths about one self. That's when the coping skills kicks in as it blocks our pains and fears inside all of us today. Sometime back it worked for us, but as the years progressed they confused us and clouded our view of the truth of our very lives in ways that we can't even see it.As we gre,our own perceptions of ourselves and our own expectations of all of those whom were around us also grew with us. We pertained our childish methods of coping . Our perceptions of reality became increasingly more unrealistic and very distorted too. Our relationships failed, broken-up,less fulfilling than they could have been in our life. In the word of God shares with us this fct:"You can't heal a wound by saying it's not there!" [Jer.6:14]. But it is there and we need to find that very road to our own freedom. In 2 Pet. it share with us that promise of ones freedom while yet slaves themselves are slaves to total destruction. [2 Peter 2:19]. That freedom is not what i'm free to do., it's what i'm free not to do! Freedomto feel true feelings when we have jesus christ and then to step out of denial of what we've been in our life. That's what our idols has done to us even though they are not fully aware of it. Denial tells us that we are getting away with it. We think No ne knows but we are very sadly mistaken it shields us in ways we can't even seewe don't reval our true selves, so there's that masks in protecting self at any cost and at the expense of other's lives as well. Those deep penetrating things is what hurts us, and it's a secret to the person too. We thereby minimize the risk of exposure and all possible rejection from all others. But at what price? The eventual loss of all our important relationships. Have You ever read in Eph. 4:25 it tells me to "Stop lying to each other; tell the truth, for we are part of each other and when we lie to each other we are hurting self." Just remember it is alway's better to tell those ugly truths rather than a lie. It lengthens one's own pain in that persons own life. Truth is like 'surgery" may hurt for a while, but it cures. God promises us in [Jer.30:17] I will give You back your health again and heal your wounds. Isn't that great ! Now, tell me what kind of an "idol" can do that for you. I know whom can and his name is Jesus Christ he's our Prescription in our life and alway's will be too.



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Friday, October 12, 2007

"Crashing Down" But "Look Up"



In 1929, with the crash of the stock markets and the beginning of the Great Depression, so many paper-wealthy men went broke overnight that many of them jumped out of windows in their top floor offices on Wall Street. That’s a statement not about their not wanting to be poor, but about the value they placed on their own lives without a great deal of money to throw around.


I see hordes of people in North American cities (my home continent, so those are the people I see in person and on television) creating lives for themselves based on the values preached to them by industries. The descriptive word I can’t escape from to attach to their lives is pretension. They are the people they believe they are. They live the lives that industry wants them to live, holding the values and beliefs that industry teaches them by various means. They have none of their own.


They have no idea of their basic human worth, other than as they compare themselves to others according to their financial net worth and their ostentatious possessions.


Poor people, on the other hand, seem to have a clear grasp of who they are in real terms. They know they are at the bottom of the heap socially as well as financially. Many of them use their position to their advantage, accepting social assistance from governments who collect tax money from the rich. Others, especially those on whom poverty has come to stay due to misfortune, health problems or physical/intellectual limitations, see their lives as one continual climb out of the pit that life has thrown them into.


Perhaps the people who have the clearest idea of who they are and the value they have to the world are the homeless, especially those who have been homeless for several years. They form friendships, bonds and working relationships based on what they can offer to others and what they can get from others.


The homeless are valued as people, among themselves, more than any other social group because all they have to offer anyone else is themselves. They value each other and who they are in relation to the others in their lives. To the homeless, a smile has a value beyond anything a rich person could imagine.


True, some can’t survive in that atmosphere. They turn to drugs and alcohol, paid for by robbing others and from begging. That’s a form of self destruction, a long, slow death wish fulfilled by their own choice. They can’t make it, even among the community of the homeless, because they don’t believe they have anything of value to offer to others. The best some can do is to offer drugs or drink to others like them, giving themselves the same sense of self worth as the rich.


Imagining ourselves as suddenly without any source of income and sustenance is an exercise that each of us should indulge ourselves in once in a while. It can help us to be humble about who we are and appreciative of what we have. Most importantly, it can help us to calculate who in our lives loves us for ourselves and not for what we have or can give to them.


It could happen, that kind of life altering tragedy. A power outage that lasts for several weeks could cause us to turn to our baser instincts in our drive to survive. A pandemic disease of the type that medical science keeps warning us about, one that kills millions of people in a short period of time, could change everything we know about our civilization.


Staying in touch with reality, not the kind that industry wants us to believe but the kind we could use in case of some dire emergency, should be on the agenda of each one of us once in a while.


It tells us who we really are, what we stand for and who would stand with us if the world we know shattered.



Those of us whom had been brought down because of one's own self- will that runs riot in whom happened to have it ruins to which have all fallen down to the ground, or perhaps through what Jesus Christ had seen in us only to see us through all of those trials and temptations that lied ahead of Him seeing everyone right through our own lustful thinking we had done it all ourselves but in our own eye's that have became are our very idols that we thought to be our riches in vainglory to be taught to self in seeing them as a very hard lesson.

To be completely you means being alone. When this is experienced, it will bring very deep grief and sadness. You have to learn to say good-bye to everything you have loved -- not just your Mommy and Daddy, your boyfriend and your cat, but to your feelings, your mind, your ideas. You are in love with all of these. Letting go of them will feel like a great loss, even a death. It is not you who dies. What dies is everyone else. In the experience of ego death, you don't feel you're dying; you feel everybody else is dead. You feel you're all alone, totally alone. You have lost a boundary which was constructed from past experiences. But this boundary never really existed! It was just a belief. When you experience reality as it is, there is no sense of boundaries or of being separate, of inside or outside.Experiencing this unity reveals to us that life is beautiful. Prior to this, when you experience yourself moving from the state of the physical or of the personality to the state of the essential or of the boundless dimensions, there is the feeling that life is a problem. The best option seems to be to get away from life, and one may long to disappear or die. From the perspective of unity, there is no such thing as dying, nor of being reborn. There is no such thing as ego death, and no such thing as enlightenment either, since you are already the unity. This is the state of affairs all the time and always -- before you develop an ego, when it is dissolving, and after you are dissolved. All those parts are the unity itself, and so you are not going anywhere.Beyond this experience, all light disappears, all awareness ceases. There is no perception of anything; there is simply no experience. When the soul is completely concentrated on the absolute there is nothing to perceive, for to perceive total darkness is not to perceive. Light is the awareness that arises out of this total darkness, revealing that the absolute is prior to light, awareness, and consciousness. This experience of cessation is the experience of complete ego death, for it is going beyond the world of manifestation, beyond even awareness of the world of manifestation. There is no awareness of self or soul, for there is no awareness at all, without this being unconsciousness or sleep. When awareness looks out again, which we experience as the return of awareness, the manifest universe reappears. With the return of awareness the logos appears as the displaying of time and space, and all the phenomena of the universe. We are here the absolute, the luminous night, witnessing appearance arising within it, out of it, but we still experience ourselves as the immense stillness and stupendous silence underlying all existence and all appearance. We feel fresh and clear, as if our consciousness has dipped into the cleansing energies of the source, and returned renewed and rejuvenated. This is what I personally think about when it comes to my own life compared to what Jesus Christ must have gone through in Him praying for all of His disciples when He knew what was going to happen to him before His own death of that wonderful cross of calvery. I could juse picture Him sweating out all of those drops of blood for us when He knelt to pray and cried unto His own Father for everyone as He had shown His disciples in what Father God had wanted from His own for us to keep doing His Higher calling for those whom accepts Him into those lives in coming home to one's own salvation in themselves burried everything in our very Precious Savior.But yet all that is shown before us today has sorrow and many pains to the depth of a person is all they have in one self but to alow Jesus to have it all as He takes us through that heaps and heaps of stuff that has become many forms of idols for him to break into before us and Himself behind closed doors then at the altar of that cross and finally lay it every down to be done with it. Then as sunday comes to finally be free before Him in His sanctuary before all men and women to help them to become whole for as long as it takes to just like our "Abba Father" God. In todays times we things that has brought about what Obadiah book has brought to the forefront of what's going on in this world right now in all kinds of people whom we all see in our news channels every where in the earth. This world we live in is totally being decieved by lies by it author whom is thrilled in what he sees going on in telling people it is truths. But in them is never to gain victory but coming in death and never to return again. But as our precious Jesus in those words of truth for all whom belong to him is to "never ever " act upon it at all.Revenge and pain will only bring ones own devestation unto our lives. We are to completely give everything in all of situations over to God's hands and to keep on trusting and believing in Him to bring about turh and His justice to all of us in our life The peace comes in like the flood of His holiness that never ceases in our spirits that No human could ever do in what Jesus can and always do for whom are in His hands We can see those types of people whom are in thier own self-sufficency and are so very proud of one self whom so secure in one's own huge mountian fortressBut in all reality there's No lasting security apart from God at allWe just cannot stand on our own we all need God strength and His help in our daily lives to take us through it allWe don't ever want or need status in this society or thinking that we are to great in gaing it everything on our own accord this leads to God chastisments in bringing us down for a very hard fall but it's what we do with it that only accounts to God in what He's done before us in devouring all of "status, weath, prestige down to nought before us and Himself for God helps us to come through every battle in His word It bring conflict, discord among people with one another And they sure can't live close to one antoher with those types of ideas and concepts at all.Every area of conflicts alway's bring a heavy doses of un- resolved isues that totally bring long standing conflicts that never gets resolvedSo those of us whom goes through our tribulations because of other's hands we don't need to fret about all of those issues or concerns. Why You m ay ask? The answer is within us, God is alway's in control of the world and all of the human being's that He has made in anything we think is our's is only being decieved. Because God brought everything in existance and we are to be a watchman of what he's made as He provides us with His provisions and not to squander it away in being so very selfish with it. We are going to be accountable for every single thing we do before Him which is all written down in His book of Life and death.God will perserve what is His and to have Him bless them in the future. Those will live with Him in that Kingdom which is to come and it never ever ends. Yes, it will be one day soon come "Crashing down But "Look Up" in what's coming for all whom knows Him and believes in Him in One's own Faith in that salvation by His blood for what He's already done before us. Just remember whom He prayed for in the garden in [John 17:1-23, trials [John 17:33] [Obadiah 1:21] i _amgodschild Would love to "Thank Everyone,"whom either has posted this or had sent posting to me from all of those e-mail address! Some of them I will or have passed on to all readers whom looks at all blog sites that I use. Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory.

SPIRITUAL WARFARE PRAYERS


SPIRITUAL WARFARE PRAYERS Heavenly Father, I bow in worship and praise before You. I cover myself with the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ as my protection. I surrender myself completely and unreservedly in every area of my life to you. I stand against all the works of Satan which would hinder me in my prayer life and daily walk with you.

I desire to only follow the One, True and Living God and I refuse any involvement with Satan in Jesus name. Satan, I command you and all your demons to depart from me and I cancel all of your plans, wiles and demonic arrows in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.

I bring my faith and the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ between us. I resist every effort of Satan and his wicked spirits to confuse or block me from the will of God. I choose to be transformed by the renewing of my mind. I pull down all of Satan’s strongholds that he has placed against me today in Jesus name Amen.

i _amgodschild Would love to "Thank Everyone,"whom either has posted this or had sent posting to me from all of those e-mail address! Some of them I will or have passed on to all readers whom looks at all blog sites that I use. Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory.

RENUNCIATION OF SEXUAL SINS

RENUNCIATION OF SEXUAL SINS
Heavenly Father, I come to you in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. He is the Son of God who takes away the sin of all those who repent and confess Him as Lord. The blood of Christ cleanses me from all sin. I claim freedom from all filth of a sexual nature which came through my eyes, my ears, my mind or through actual participation in sin. In particular I confess the following: all preoccupation with sensual desires and appetites, and indulgences of them; all longing and ardent desire for what is forbidden (evil concupiscence); all inordinate affection, all unnatural and unrestrained passions and lusts; all promoting or partaking of that which tends to produce lewd emotions and foster sexual sin and lust. And all spirits of Defiling the Marriage Bed (Heb 13:4) I further confess all filthy communications, obscene and filthy language, conversation and jokes, lewd and obscene music, poetry, literature and art; all pornography, all acts of sodomy, adultery, immorality, fornication, oral sex, masturbation, effeminacy and homosexuality. I also confess all affection for and attachment to philosophies, religions, and lifestyles which glorify, promote and condone sexual conduct in thought, word and deed, which is contrary to the standard set for believers in the Bible. I further renounce the expression of these philosophies, religions and lifestyles in art, literature, mass media and public practices and attitudes. Lord I ask that Your Spirit reveal other sexual offenses in my life that I have committed. Father, I confess and renounce all occult involvement, both known and unknown by me or my ancestors. I hate Satan, his demons and all his works, I count all that offends you, Father, as my enemy (Ps 139:21-24). Your Word declares, “In My name shall they cast out devils….” (Mark 16:17) and “I give you power….over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you,” (Luke 10:19). Jesus came “….that He might destroy the works of the devil,” and “to turn themmen} from the power of Satan unto God….” (I John 3:8, Acts 26:18). I accept these promises and in Jesus’ name, command Satan and all of his hosts of evil spirits to come out of me - body, mind and soul. Especially, I renounce the following spirits of sexual sin {give the names of specific sexual sins you have committed}. I also renounce the Prince of Occult Sex and command all of his demons to leave me now in the name of Jesus Christ my Saviour. Christ was made a curse on the cross for me (Gal 3:13) and blotted out the handwriting of ordinances against me (Col 2:14). I declare all curses over my life, whether through my own sins or those of my ancestors, to be broken; particularly in the area of sexual sin and occult involvement. I claim freedom from all curses which have been placed upon me in the name of Jesus Christ. I hereby reclaim all ground that I have ever given to Satan in body, mind, soul, or spirit. I dedicate it to you, Dear Lord, to be used for Your glory alone. I want you to control and empower every area of my life, including the blessing of the gift of sex, so that from now on they might be used according to Your will. I also now give to You my affections, emotions and desires and request that they might be motivated and controlled by Your Holy Spirit (Rom 12:1,2). Amen. i _amgodschild Would love to "Thank Everyone,"whom either has posted this or had sent posting to me from all of those e-mail address! Some of them I will or have passed on to all readers whom looks at all blog sites that I use. Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Daily Devotional






Morning Verse



"Let us lift up our heart with our hands unto God in the heavens." Lamentations 3:41









The act of prayer teaches us our unworthiness, which is a very salutary lesson for such proud beings as we are. If God gave us favours without constraining us to pray for them we should never know how poor we are, but a true prayer is an inventory of wants, a catalogue of necessities, a revelation of hidden poverty. While it is an application to divine wealth, it is a confession of human emptiness. The most healthy state of a Christian is to be always empty in self and constantly depending upon the Lord for supplies; to be always poor in self and rich in Jesus; weak as water personally, but mighty through God to do great exploits; and hence the use of prayer, because, while it adores God, it lays the creature where it should be, in the very dust. Prayer is in itself, apart from the answer which it brings, a great benefit to the Christian. As the runner gains strength for the race by daily exercise, so for the great race of life we acquire energy by the hallowed labour of prayer. Prayer plumes the wings of God's young eaglets, that they may learn to mount above the clouds. Prayer girds the loins of God's warriors, and sends them forth to combat with their sinews braced and their muscles firm. An earnest pleader cometh out of his closet, even as the sun ariseth from the chambers of the east, rejoicing like a strong man to run his race. Prayer is that uplifted hand of Moses which routs the Amalekites more than the sword of Joshua; it is the arrow shot from the chamber of the prophet foreboding defeat to the Syrians. Prayer girds human weakness with divine strength, turns human folly into heavenly wisdom, and gives to troubled mortals the peace of God. We know not what prayer cannot do! We thank thee, great God, for the mercy-seat, a choice proof of thy marvellous lovingkindness. Help us to use it aright throughout this day!







Evening Verse



"Whom He did predestinate, them He also called." Romans 8:30









In the second epistle to Timothy, first chapter, and ninth verse, are these words--"Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling." Now, here is a touchstone by which we may try our calling. It is "an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace." This calling forbids all trust in our own doings, and conducts us to Christ alone for salvation, but it afterwards purges us from dead works to serve the living and true God. As He that hath called you is holy, so must you be holy. If you are living in sin, you are not called, but if you are truly Christ's, you can say, "Nothing pains me so much as sin; I desire to be rid of it; Lord, help me to be holy." Is this the panting of thy heart? Is this the tenor of thy life towards God, and His divine will? Again, in Philippians 3:13,14, we are told of "The high calling of God in Christ Jesus." Is then your calling a high calling? Has it ennobled your heart, and set it upon heavenly things? Has it elevated your hopes, your tastes, your desires? Has it upraised the constant tenor of your life, so that you spend it with God and for God? Another test we find in Hebrews 3:1 --"Partakers of the heavenly calling." Heavenly calling means a call from heaven. If man alone call thee, thou art uncalled. Is thy calling of God? Is it a call to heaven as well as from heaven? Unless thou art a stranger here, and heaven thy home, thou hast not been called with a heavenly calling; for those who have been so called, declare that they look for a city which hath foundations, whose builder and maker is God, and they themselves are strangers and pilgrims upon the earth. Is thy calling thus holy, high, heavenly? Then, beloved, thou hast been called of God, for such is the calling wherewith God doth call His people.











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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Warriors Prayer





"Precious God of (Our) Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of Glory, may you grant (us) a spirit of wisdom and revelation - of insight into mysteries and secrets – in the deep and intimate knowledge of You, by having the eyes of (our) heart flooded with light, so that (we) can know and understand the hope to which you have called (us), your set apart one, and by faith (we’ll) comprehend the greatness of Your power that is at work within (us), so that I can know and understand what is the immeasurable and unlimited and surpassing, greatness of Your power in and for me because I believe, as demonstrated in the working of Your mighty strength,power, provisions in which You exerted in Christ when you raised Him from the dead and seated Him at Your own right hand in the heavenly places, far above all rule and authority and power and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this age and in this world, but also in the age and the world which are to come. You have put all things under His feet and have appointed Him the universal and supreme Head of the church, which is His body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all.Precious Jesus (we) will never be able to repay You for what you've done before (Us) in our life but at least (We) can at least show You (our) gratitude in (our) heart's by fulling the promises that (we) made unto You by (our) covenant unto You. All (we) want to do is give (our) thankfulness in (all) that You've done that no one else could ever do in our daily lives. Thank You Father in keeping Your promises so those whom are in the blood of You Jesus is (our) channel of (our) forgivness by Your blood and (our) price has been bought by the price You've paid for (all) of us by the way of that wonderful Cross. Which [saves, cleanses, sanctifies, purifies that has redeemed Your children. I acknowledge the whole armor of God. I pray that every thought that satan or any of his kingdom tries to put in my mind will bounce off the helmet of salvation and return to the sender. Heal every memory that could hold me back from being all that You want me to be. I recognize that I have on the breastplate of righteousness, my loins are girded with the truth and my feet are shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace. I take up the sword of the spirit and the shield of faith.Now,satan (We) come against You and your entire kingdom and (We) declaire, in the Name of Jesus, that you cannot and will not have any part of (Our)lives in any part of (not) only my life but all of the lives that (We) pray for or refer to in our prayers (specifically) in any way shape or form. You can do absolutely have nothing to do with our minds,bodies,souls, spirit, emotionss, and our wills; our marriages, single life, finances, friendships, families, acquaintances, fellwoships, homes, schools, armed forces, workplaces, and places of our recreations, transportations, or any kind of vehicles that would come very close to us and in any of your decisions that is concerning any one of in our life. For ( We) break every curse, spell, hex that has been put out against any one of us. I break the power of any curse from a witch, warlock or satanist; every santerian curse, roots curse, Indian curse, voodoo curse, and curse of words spoken, or anything written or any objects. I reverse the curse and send it back to the demon that brought it in the first place, AND I COMMAND THAT DEMON TO GO BOUND INTO UNINHABITED DRY PLACES IN THE NAME OF JESUS. I break every ungodly emotional soul tie that is connected to any of us, in the Name of Jesus. In the Name of Jesus and through His living blood, I bind and sever every cord of any prince or principality, any strong man and every spirit of darkness over my house at (your address). I put a Jesus Christ bloodline in between each one of you and I cut off your communications, confuse your camp, render you inactive, and cast you out, in Jesus’ Name.
I bind and cast out every spirit of poverty, lack, confusion, cloudiness, mind binding, selfishness, anxiety, and procrastination. I bind and cast out every spirit of fear, heaviness, jealousy, bondage, whoredom, lying, perversion, slumber and infirmity. I plead the blood of Jesus around the property line, above the roof, and below the foundation of my home, and I bind you, satan, and your entire kingdom from crossing the bloodline. I command you for myself and the people I have just referred to, that you can have nothing to do with us or any aspect of our lives in any way, shape or form! I now call on God’s warring angels to make it happen.
In the Name of Jesus, I loose myself and each family member to the power of the Holy Spirit and I speak forth blessings of prosperity, clarity, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, discernment, abundance, and good health. I also speak creativity and a sound mind. I take control of my mind and reflect every evil thought and receive every good thought, in the Name of Jesus. I loose myself and my children to the ministry of the Holy Spirit and speak love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance into our lives.Satan, I take authority and command you and all your evil spirits to loose our family household and all the things you have stolen from us, including our property, income and investments, and return it seven-fold, in Jesus’ Name.
I ask you, Father, that You send Your warring angels and cause to come into our family all the monies, treasures, properties, assets and things satan has stolen from us that have been ours through the blessings of Jesus Christ.
In the Name of Jesus, I take authority and bind every principality and strong man over (name business, job and any endeavors) at (name locations). I come against and cast out every spirit of fear, mismanagement, poverty, confusion, lack, failure and bankruptcy. In the Name of Jesus and through the power of the Holy Spirit, I loose sound management, prosperity, clarity, wisdom, knowledge, blessings, profit, honesty, success, and favor from any business associates. Father, I ask You, in the Name of Jesus, that You send warring angels to go before me to accomplish these blessings and create favor in my business.
In the Name of Jesus Christ and through His living blood, I bind you satan, and your entire kingdom so that you cannot and will not be active in (your community), in any person or animal. I come against your strongholds over every place dealing in drugs, pornography, prostitution, bars and nude bars, places selling witchcraft paraphernalia, palm readers and any place worshipping a false god. Through the power of the Holy Spirit vested in me, I tear down and curse these businesses at the roots and command them to dry up and go away.
Lord, don’t let me be just a warrior in Your Kingdom, but let me be a mighty warrior and frontline soldier, so that when I see You face to face You will say, “Well done, good and faithful servant; come on in.” Which allows us to have granted us access unto your throne room your anointing by handing us access into Your most Holy Place deeply within our hearts that has forever set us (free) simply because (we) love You precious Father God.We "Thank You" from within us as You hear our worship and all of our praises that's up in Your Throne room "Thank You for from keeping us from stumbling in all of those dark paths that we follow Your light like You did in that tabernacle in the day's of old in beholding Your glory by day by Your "Piller of Your Cloud as You have shown (us) the way to go by day and nights and by smelling the fires of your Holy Presence by night in the anointing of our prayer going up and back by our prayers in behalf of (all) others before You Father God. For You alway's care for Your people and when Your love shines upon (us) when we all die that is so very priceless. For (we) are Your servants Yes (We) are Your servants born into Your household. You've broken (our) chains that kept us bound as (we) call out Your name as (we) give our very progressive Honor unto You as all of Your children do in shouting on our rooftops in giving You all in thanking You of that sacrifice which You have done as (we) call on Your precious name of Jesus Christ whom is our Lord and Savior as our lives are alway's envokes veneration and awe causing us in that frightening beyond ones own beliefs being fulfilled in the presence of our Holy God. And In Jesus Name, Amen. "Eph. 1:17-20;Eph.6:8-22; Ex.13:21;Ps.51:1-3;Ps.116"
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Monday, October 8, 2007

Glory Unto God !


1 These are the last words of David:
â€Å“Here is the declaration by David, son of Jesse— the declaration by the man whom God raised up,[9]Dead Sea Scrolls, Greek; Masoretic Text "who was raised up high." whom the God of Jacob anointed, the singer of Israel's psalms:

2 â€Å“The Spirit of the Lord spoke through me. His words were on my tongue.
3 The God of Israel spoke to them. The rock of Israel told me, ‘The one who rules humans with justice rules with the fear of God.
4 He is like the morning light as the sun rises, like a morning without clouds, like the brightness after a rainstorm. The rain makes the grass grow from the earth.'

5 â€Å“Truly, God considers my house to be that way, because he has made a lasting promise[10]Or "covenant." to me, with every detail arranged and assured. {He promised} everything that helps me, everything that pleases me. Truly, he makes these things happen.

6 â€Å“Worthless people are like thorns. All of them are thrown away, because they cannot be picked by hand.
7 A person who touches them uses iron {tools} or the shaft of a spear. Fire[11]Or "The fire." will burn them up completely wherever they are.” His Power: Mark 14:62 Sovereign One: Potentate, Emperor, Soverign, Supreme Ruler 1 Timothy 16:5 Multitudes who sleep in the dust of the earth will awake: some to everlasting life, others to shame and everlasting contempt.Daniel 12:2 Do not be amazed at this, for a time is coming when all who are in their graves will hear his voice and come out—those who have done good will rise to live, and those who have done evil will rise to be condemned.John 5:28,29.
OUR KING IS COMING ! LINE UP YOUR LIVES ACCORDINGLY UNTO HIM ! Don't Miss Going Home His Dinning Table Is Waiting for Everyone !

10 David praised the LORD in the presence of the whole assembly, saying,
"Praise be to you, O LORD,
God of our father Israel,
from everlasting to everlasting.

11 Yours, O LORD, is the greatness and the power
and the glory and the majesty and the splendor,
for everything in heaven and earth is yours.
Yours, O LORD, is the kingdom;
you are exalted as head over all.

12 Wealth and honor come from you;
you are the ruler of all things.
In your hands are strength and power
to exalt and give strength to all.

13 Now, our God, we give you thanks,
and praise your glorious name.

1Chronicles 29:10-13 I wanted to share with everyone that in today's "AP" press shares with us time is so very short and in any times soon. He'll be taking everyone home to reside with him forever. Amen. Tible to today's :APress" stated this :

Israel hints at transferring parts of Jerusalem

Palestinians seek full Israeli withdrawal of key areas of the holy city


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Sunday, October 7, 2007

Delieverance 4 Smokers


Awake, O sword, against my shepherd, and against the man that is my
fellow, saith the LORD of hosts: smite the shepherd, and the sheep
shall be scattered: and I will turn mine hand upon the little ones. "
The Death Of Jesus Christ and the [Victorious] trial of a third part
of [The Land].

Zechariah 13:7 (King James Version)
And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a
sharp twoedged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in
his strength.

Revelation 1:16 (King James Version)

Deliverance For Smokers : We welcomes all those seeking freedom from
nicotine addiction, including those using those using cessation
programs and nicotine withdrawal aids and nicotine withdrawal aids.
******* The primary purpose of Celebration RecoveryNicotine Anonymous is to
help all those who would like to cease using tobacco and nicotine
products in any form at all. The Fellowship offers group support and
recovery using the 12 Steps as adapted from Alcoholics Anonymous to
achieve abstinence from nicotine.
Here is some Passages of The Bible And Scriptures Along with it, The Twelve Steps, 8 Principles as well:


Principle 1 -
Realize I'm not God; I admit that I am powerless to control my
tendency to do the wrong thing and my life is unmanageable.

"Happy are those who know they are spiritually poor"


Principle 2 -
Earnestly believe that God exists, that I matter to him, and that he
has the power to help me recover.

"Happy are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted"


Principle 3 -
Consciously choose to commit all my life and will to Christ's care
and control.

"Happy are the meek"


Principle 4 -
Openly examine and confess my faults to God, to myself, and to
someone I trust.

"Happy are the pure in heart"


Principle 5 -
Voluntarily submit to every change God wants to make in my life and
humbly ask Him to remove my character defects.

"Happy are those whose greatest desire is to do what God requires"


Principle 6 -
Evaluate all my relationships; Offer forgiveness to those who have
hurt me and make amends for harm I've done to others except when to
do so would harm them or others.

"Happy are the merciful" "Happy are the peacemakers"


Principle 7 -
Reserve a daily time with God for self examination, Bible readings
and prayer in order to know God and His will for my life and to gain
the power to follow His will.


Principle 8 -
Yield myself to God to be used to bring this Good News to others,
both by my example and by my words.

"Happy are those who are persecuted because they do what God requires"

The 12 Steps

1. We admitted we were powerless over our addictions and compulsive
behavior, that our lives had become unmanageable.

"I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.
For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out."
[Romans 7:18]

2. We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could
restore us to sanity.

"For it is God who is at work in you to will and to act according to
his good purpose." [Philippians 2:13]

3. We made a decision to turn our lifes and our wills over to the
care of God.

"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer
your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is
your spiritual act of worship." [Romans 12:1]

4. We made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

"Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the
LORD." [Lamentations 3:40]

5. We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being, the
exact nature of our wrongs.

"Therefore, confess your sins to each other, and pray for each other,
so that you may be healed." [James 5:16]

6. We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of
character.

"Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up." [James
4:10]

7. We humbly asked Him to remove all our shortcomings.

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us
our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. " [1 John 1:9]

8. We made a list of all persons we had harmed and became willing to
make amends to them all.

"Do to others as you would have them do to you." [Luke 6:31]

9. We made direct amends to such people whenever possible, except
when to do so would injure them or others.

"Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there
remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift
there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your
brother, and then come and offer your gift." [Matthew 5:23-24]

10. We continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong,
promptly admitted it.

"So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't
fall!" [1 Corinthians 10:12]

11. We sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious
contact with God, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and
the power to carry that out.

"Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly." [Colossians 3:16]

12. Having had a spiritual experience as the result of these steps,
we tried to carry this message to others and to practice these
principles in all our affairs.
*******Purpose Statement: "To pursue a growing relationship with Jesus Christ, and through that relationship, be set free from our addictive
behaviors"
* More Bible Scriptures : Psalm 31:1-5 Psalm 31:7 Psalm 46:1 Psalm 46:5 Psalm 107:6 Proverbs 26:11 Proverbs 3:26 Proverbs 26:11 Isaiah 41:13 John 8:36 Romans 8:2 1 Corinthians 3:16, 17 Philippians 4:7 1 John 3:8
Description: To alway's help all those trapped in "All" addictive
lifestyles which we do learn to live a life "Free" from
[hurts,habits, and hang-ups] by learning and obeying Jesus Christ with
1 ,true relationship With Jesus Christ Daily In our Life in helping
all whom come in with that types of lifestyles Everywhere when He or She comes in our doors and is truly ready to help thamselves, Those doors swings both ways ..... Open.....Shut.... The Choice Is There's !
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Weekend Devotionals














Morning Verse





"Wherefore hast Thou afflicted Thy servant?" Numbers 11:11




Our heavenly Father sends us frequent troubles to try our faith. If our faith be worth anything, it will stand the test. Gilt is afraid of fire, but gold is not: the paste gem dreads to be touched by the diamond, but the true jewel fears no test. It is a poor faith which can only trust God when friends are true, the body full of health, and the business profitable; but that is true faith which holds by the Lord's faithfulness when friends are gone, when the body is sick, when spirits are depressed, and the light of our Father's countenance is hidden. A faith which can say, in the direst trouble, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him," is heaven-born faith. The Lord afflicts His servants to glorify Himself, for He is greatly glorified in the graces of His people, which are His own handiwork. When "tribulation worketh patience; and patience, experience; and experience, hope," the Lord is honoured by these growing virtues. We should never know the music of the harp if the strings were left untouched; nor enjoy the juice of the grape if it were not trodden in the winepress; nor discover the sweet perfume of cinnamon if it were not pressed and beaten; nor feel the warmth of fire if the coals were not utterly consumed. The wisdom and power of the great Workman are discovered by the trials through which His vessels of mercy are permitted to pass. Present afflictions tend also to heighten future joy. There must be shades in the picture to bring out the beauty of the lights. Could we be so supremely blessed in heaven, if we had not known the curse of sin and the sorrow of earth? Will not peace be sweeter after conflict, and rest more welcome after toil? Will not the recollection of past sufferings enhance the bliss of the glorified? There are many other comfortable answers to the question with which we opened our brief meditation, let us muse upon it all day long.



Evening Verse





"Now on whom dost thou trust?" Isaiah 36:5

Reader, this is an important question. Listen to the Christian's answer, and see if it is yours. "On whom dost thou trust?" "I trust," says the Christian, "in a triune God. I trust the Father, believing that He has chosen me from before the foundations of the world; I trust Him to provide for me in providence, to teach me, to guide me, to correct me if need be, and to bring me home to His own house where the many mansions are. I trust the Son. Very God of very God is He--the man Christ Jesus. I trust in Him to take away all my sins by His own sacrifice, and to adorn me with His perfect righteousness. I trust Him to be my Intercessor, to present my prayers and desires before His Father's throne, and I trust Him to be my Advocate at the last great day, to plead my cause, and to justify me. I trust Him for what He is, for what He has done, and for what He has promised yet to do. And I trust the Holy Spirit--He has begun to save me from my inbred sins; I trust Him to drive them all out; I trust Him to curb my temper, to subdue my will, to enlighten my understanding, to check my passions, to comfort my despondency, to help my weakness, to illuminate my darkness; I trust Him to dwell in me as my life, to reign in me as my King, to sanctify me wholly, spirit, soul, and body, and then to take me up to dwell with the saints in light for ever."







Oh, blessed trust! To trust Him whose power will never be exhausted, whose love will never wane, whose kindness will never change, whose faithfulness will never fail, whose wisdom will never be nonplussed, and whose perfect goodness can never know a diminution! Happy art thou, reader, if this trust is thine! So trusting, thou shalt enjoy sweet peace now, and glory hereafter, and the foundation of thy trust shall never be removed.



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Believing Prayer Changes Things






Believing Prayer Changes Things




We have authority in our domain and can choose to invite God's
involvement -- or not.






EZEKIEL 22:30 NKJ
30 "So I sought for a man among them who would make a wall, and
stand in the gap before Me on behalf of the land, that I should
not destroy it; but I found no one.

JOHN 16:23-24 NKJ
23 ". . . Most assuredly, I say to you, whatever you ask the
Father in My name He will give you.
24 "Until now you have asked nothing in My name. Ask, and you
will receive, that your joy may be full.

JOHN 14:13-14 NKJ
13 "And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the
Father may be glorified in the Son.
14 "If you ask anything in My name, I will do it.






Christ has delegated a certain amount of His authority in the
earth to His Body, the church. Our decisions as believers --
which we can express in prayer -- make a difference in our
lives and others' lives.






MARK 11:24 NKJ
24 ". . . whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that
you receive them, and you will have them.

JEREMIAH 33:3 NKJ
3 `Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and
mighty things, which you do not know.'

PSALM 50:15 NKJ
15 Call upon Me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and
you shall glorify Me."






SAY THIS: God invites me to pray and believe, so His will can
be done on earth as it is in heaven.




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Jesus Christ Sees All !!!

Jesus Christ Sees All !!!
Are You in His book Of Life & Death ?

Welcome Home To I_amgodschildcc Place

This is a very warm Welcome To each of You whom came unto this place, i_am godschild cc Home I am glad that you decided to join. I am sure you will find many blessings with us as I am sure you will be a blessing to our family. i_amgodschildcc Home is a Special Room for us to come to for PRAISE and WORSHIP to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, praying for each other, praying for all prayer requests that are shared with us, share testimonies, Bible studies, Christian devotionals, poems, songs and Christian inspirational sites. We are a group of believers dedicated to lifting in prayer the needs that are shared with us, sustain our brethen, Praise the Lord, spread the Wordof God and to reach out to lost and unsaved souls.OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE HAS NO PLACE IN THIS CHRIST CENTERED HOME!!! Because many people has grown up in hearing and /or using offensive language, this is very painful to ALL of us in this home it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!! If someone post those types of Offensive lanuage you will be deleated Immediately DISMISSED otherwise Banned from this Home of the Lord Jesus Christ it will NOT be tolerated at ALL!!!! There is NO asking for Donations or Money of to Send Money of any kind in Advertising your work. If the Lord wants someone to send money to a person, He will place it upon the heart of someone to do so. It would be appreciated if All people whom come to this site that if You whom come to post here that You would refrain from Gossip or Critizing people here in this home of Jesus Christ for we do Not do any kind of disagreements, nor we Debate it anything in this Home at All!! It will Not, for the Lord say's in His Sword of His Own Word in this manner for all of Us to follow and adhere to: "You brood of snakes ! How could evil men like you speak what is good and right? For whatever is in your heart determines what you say. A good person produces good words from a good heart, and an evil person produces evil words from an evil heart. And I tell You this, that YOU Must give an account on Judgement day of every idle word You speak The Words You say now reflects Your fate then; either You will be justified by them or You will be condemned...[Matt.12:34-36N.L.T.] Feel free to post on the message board as the Holy Spirit leads you. Please share your prayers and be in agreement with other prayers that are shared with us. Let's just lift Holy hands and Praise the Lord today!!

14 Oh, how generous and gracious our Lord was! He filled me with the faith and love that come from Christ Jesus.

15 This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all. 16 But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life. 17 All honor and glory to God forever and ever! He is the eternal King, the unseen one who never dies; he alone is God. Amen.

1 Timothy 1:14-17 (New Living Translation)

My Prayer for You in each one of you as an individual person and family and friends as well as aquaintances this journey we call life is for All of You!

10 Love each other with genuine affection,[a] and take delight in honoring each other. 11 Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically.[b] 12 Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. 13 When God’s people are in need, be ready to help them. Always be eager to practice hospitality.

Romans 12:10-13 (New Living Translation)



My Testimony

Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had a Foster Mother in whom I loved so very much for such as I was literally told by her momma from an infant that she wasn't my true Mother that I had a real mother with many siblings living with her and I'd had better get used to it in my life and as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infancy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her home. Now in my "Real Mother's " home it was so much of a vast differences in her home, and having bad motives and none action that wasn't alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment that for sure was very unstable for my own personal growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and I knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being my foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years earlier). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3. It was horrible that at times It just speaks to all of those horable things that had happened to me while living in that place of such high frequencies of motives and in - actions that only a person like me had gone through in a persons own life, of the horrors that went in that place. I later in years found out the real reasons all of those mean actions of the way she was to me and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.Bu they cursed at me telling me that I was No good and I wasn't going to amount to anything and more cursing came at me like it rolled like a thunder storm in every breath they had taken and couldn't even ask why,I couldn't share my thoughts with them because sure enough I would get it again. They had their parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend with things in the home got broken simly because it would be broken up , fighting, cursing at each other, the windows of the car got broken by a brick being thrown from mother's hand because of those things he had done to her. I knew that I was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen. Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil. Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had. After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled his brown "Dr. Peppers" glass with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same. Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I ws No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germany that has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been like in what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters, thieves. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom I'd hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some of the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkest days in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure to me but as a sperm donor for my mother[Real] is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someones home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some help in a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. Man I was so bitterly angry at men so I had turn into a homosexual for a time and when I was in my stupor while drinking I had come to realize what the heck I was doing in a relationship with this woman and I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept it up after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more answers to all of my un - answered questions that they had helped me with in my life. They had a quaint little place which was half restaurant, and church. But I got saved in August 18, 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling them I had found about when I saw neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God and I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still. But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of ways that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words to Him Jesus Christ whom I love very deeply inside of myself and is my King, my Lover , whom rules and judges me when it comes to my own final curtain call for me to Bow down at His feet awaiting my own judgement just as everyone else in this earth it is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter's wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that whom truly knows me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my lif No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" The Prayer that I had used to bring me out of which I had been in for so very long in my own personal life and may it help anyone whom is out in this world that has come of those simliar things as I had done. Hello Everyone; I thought that I would give this testimony of how things had taken place in my very own life. Some of things has been left out of it. Some of these things You could read between the Lines and to know it in your own heart just as if You had been there taking it all in as one would often time do in these simliar things hurts, habits, and all of those hang - ups as a next person that had gone through it as well themselves.I had often times felt that I had already gone onto as people often times say to whom ever living as if we had already have been in world world 3. I'm only saying this because of me growing as a very small baby I had loved so very much for such as Iand as in some people very much they had done all the things that any ones own parent could do for them from infantcy until almost an adolecent. From the time that I was an only child never did I realize what those truths were until my parents had told Me that I am a foster child that they loved so dearly but they didn't like the way that My real Mother was rasing me and she had kept Me to raised in her undivided "Love" beside being raised where she had loving manner with shown Me just where Her Accountability mattered in her homeand not having bad motives and none action that wasn't been alot of "Inconsistencies" had gotton Me to where violence and wreckless parents within the family unit and couldn't be myself in that inviroment is unstable for your growth. I had thought that those was my parent until one day some cold hard fact and truths came creaping out of my momma. She was stern and i knew what she meant and what she said was gospel.But she loved me just the same for being a foster momma to me. I watched her go through so many trials and heartache in her life and she cried and had been hurt by a husband whom had left us to be with another woman and her already made family. My momma did all those things that a parent could and wanted to do as a mother. She worked and I went to school like any other young child. Of course I acted up badly when I had lived with my precious momma, but I was sort of a mean kid whom had done alot of things that I ought not and should not have done. But the one or perhaps many things about her just made me feel like it was always home to me even til the day she passed away. (Years later). She loved me and showed me how to do things in a home, like most momma's do she gave me spankings but it wasn't nothing like my real mother would do. They were so very different as day is to night. My thoughts just never left my momma. You know being with the very brutal side of my real parent will never be forgotton because in the home it was world war 3.It was horrible that at times I just speak of the horrors that went in that place.I later in years found out the real reasons all of those means and ways she had done alot of things which makes a person like I was so bitterly confused, beaten, raped, and almost killed not only by my real mother but her husband too. I'll never forget what it done to my own soul is like living in hell with fire torching me all of the time, day and night was never a miss.They had thier parties that lasted into the wee hours in the mornings every weekend I knew i was in hot water again, just because she would run off from being mad at him. I hated those times because I knew what I was in for every time that would happen.Some of my own family member was just like him and did those simliar thing to me.Only 2 of my siblings made so many efforts for me to live with them but to No avil.Everytime I'd get something nice for those holidays it would get ripped into pieces while the other kids got to keep what they had.After a while I really didn't care about anything anymore! They taught me to be just like them and I lost myself ! I just didn't know me anymore.Her hubby used to call me out to his garage filled with his favorite pop as I watched him pour his drink mixed with alcohol, i'm not going to say anything more about that horrible person in that kind of manner. A few of his own family members was just the same.Some of them as well did thing's in like manner for they are sibling that was older than I . I got so tired of those things and after awhile I was like being under a very heavy doeses of anesthesia that I never came out of from being in that place. Everything I had been taught was lost to never return in such a very ugly inside of myself had been ripped apart destroying anything of which I had known about me was gone and I No longer there! I left that place and right out in the streets and never looked back at that place again for many of years.I was someone like in Germanythat has shared with me simliar virtures that had taken on in my own life from the very start of my street worth had been likein what my husband has shared with me about those brothels that's lined up for many a blocks. It's all I knew how to do and run with the seedy people whom was just like me and thugs,mobsters. I got caught up with people that most people didn't want to cross over if they wanted to stay alive for the most part, or if they owed a favor yet in turn it wasn't good either.Well drugs, alcohol, kept me up and down for most of those years. I had so many problems that it never gave me a clue. Emotions was high going from one place to another even with scooter people whom hung out at all of those places. For the most part they helped me along my years, then I'd back away and find me another crowd to hang out with, it didn't matter how rich you might of been at the end of those nights I was a shallow of a person whom was there for a time at your expense. Oh, I've have had relationships and marriages even children came out of some. I never thought I'd stop in living like the way I was. It never entered my mind at all, nor would anyone would bring up in helping "self" to see something different in how to stop and detour my life.Oh at times I went back and had seen my momma and she always loved me just like it never ever stopped. I hid alot of things from her that never enterered in our conversations simply I didn't want her to know and thought that she would tell me to leave and never come back to her home again so I kept quiet about it at those times I had been visiting Mom,except to be a good girl.I had lost one child in what had happend in the way I lived my life and some of them from the x's and people whom had tons of money whom ruled the world with an iron fists and towns of which we lived. I couldn't fight it and I lost something that was so precious to me. It had me even tighter and I never knew what to do. But stick my thumb out and hit the trails onward I went back to the home town of which I was born and as it had taken a while while I had been on the road which was full of dangers into the next day . Some aof the time that it was fun but today looking back it was the darkes dayst in my own life. All of those dark nights that was lit from 24 hours lasted more than hours but weeks at a time. I never never ever said that he ever was a person of a father figure tp me but as a sperm donor is all he had been to me but my real mother life whom loved him and of course had more children between them. So that pretty much how it was back then for me. Until one night and being seperated once again, I had went to someone home and relaxed like I always did with people I knew very well. That night was just a peek of what terrible things that had taken place in my world. And this what some people likes to do to "young ladies or women"I was literally thrown into a car and they had taken me to an abandon house and beat the daylights out of me and raped me and tried to kill me that horrible night that lasted till early morning.For some reason I said a get me out of here prayers, I then saw something liked I'd never ever seen before in my entire life and I've never forgot it till this day. It was a figure liked I've never seen before but the funny part about it it was missing a face while it was there! Oh it white and hands like a real person has on one glossy set of hands and you could see right through it. And a golden crown . Now, that amazed me like never before! Then I saw this figure waving those hands to come this way but it stumped me because I didn't know where those men were in the house. I looked around to see where they were in that place. I wiped away the blood on my face so I could see some what better. As I looked again that person or thing was still waving at me to come unto them. I was frightened and didn't know what to expect! So I just got off that floor and headed out the window and that things or person that I had seen just felt like it guided me to where safety and as they led me then what I then seen was a huge drop to hit the ground. As I did my ankel twisted and I somehow got back straight and ran until I found some helpin a apt. building and ran inside. I knocked on door and a another man came to the door and I at once covered myself up and passed out on the floor. Just as You already know where I woke up at and to see just the very fact I was ALIVE! I had lost the court case and to my suprise from what I had found out they did it again to someone much younger than me. That was 2 weeks later after the courts. I went into treatment and left that town simply because my hubby didn't like the fact that I been done by the other race. I went through tons of help back then and under a shrink for so many years, It was hard but I kept after it so I could do what was told to me so I could get better. I went through secular programs and I did so much better and even had a child come back to me, then another one which was a suprise. Even tried to always make things work and had all of those emotions sticking out so very badly. It got so bad that my old self came back to me and I literally stabbed someone . Oh, it finally hit me after one of my very heavy drunks that I really needed some help . I went cold turkey and got off those meds that nearly killed me during that time. Later I moved to another place and tried to do things a little differently. I had my scooter buddies that I had met but this time they we not like those in times past. They began to share me about a man called Jesus in which I had only heard about as a child and never believed! But they shared with me that whole weekend and I found a pastor in that town and began searching for more. They had a quaint little place which was half resturant, and church. But I got saved that year of 1997. I had met someone and then married him as he had other people round him that I didn't know very well and he had this person move in with us and quite frankly really didn't want him there but between the two to my much suprise another person around whom had made drugs and was selling themI had found about when I saw Neddles laying around in different places and I left at the pastors request and on my way out of town he nearly ran me over with his semi-truck in that pouring rain storm but than God I made it to where I was going. I found my self heading to a hospital early the next morning at my best friends advice. She went to school and if I hadn't been home she knew where to come find me. As it turned out I had died and came back and I knew it was the Lord, My savior whom brought me back. There's more to this story that just blows my mind to this day simply because of that happeneing to me this very day. Oh, Yes I had to re-learn everything over again, just as if I was a very sm. child. I had some long talks with the Lord and cried many tears unto Him only to see for my self that those where trials from Him to see if I ment it or wanted to turn back to the old me.But I didn't thank You Jesus! I kept hanging on like i've never ever did in my life. Some of those people were not nice people at all, they was crude and very abnoxious in all those hateful words and cussing at me, walking all over me just as if I hadn't been standing still.But my precious Jesus and I kept praying and communicating with one another and I went to church and they helped me too. But the cold hard facts is Jesus Christ whom got me through it until this very day. I had sugery this year on memorial day weekend over the stuff that happened to me back then. But You know what ? He always told me that he would never ever forskake me.I know and truly believe it with all my heart today.He is still helping me to learn all the more about Him ... I'm so very thankful unto my precious Jesus for showing me His ways for me to live in and all my cares goes unto Him today.Every time I go though His fires of His many test. One more time he molding me more unto Him to be just as he in the likeness in doing my best in leaving more of me in this old very horrible nasty old world.I left my sins where it all needs to be in His glorious righteousness and it is where it absolutley stays for me and being in the one whom is the almighty God. Now I'm doing my best in Him in leaving old teaching of those religious people behind in still having our close relationship in Him together as I want it more and more in my life forever more til he takes us home to be in that new Jerusalem. I just don't like still be a person in what God calls a "stiff necked person" which is incorruptable in front of him. I know that he's destroyed alot of the old me.I know that I still get mixed up at times but He's helping me through it all! Today I get tired so easily and have to rest when my body tells me too My mind often times acts like the "lost child". But that's ok because when I get up... I am with Jesus and helping others the best that I can, My husband and I have opened our home to people whom are in this world today. But after they get through asking questions about our faith, they stop right in those tracks and try to not do what they themselves need to do and try to much and be like the devil himself ! Then we share with each and every one that they need some help at first to get out of those damned up emotions, then try Jesus as they go through it all but they refuse all things and out the door they go. Then the next one apprears and it never has stopped here in our home. We keep sharing the word with them one after another.We too, live on a fixed income that don't help any at all except for the medical. food is very low here at our home, we go to the food pantries, and often times to one family member to have them give us a meal or two. But then we help people out in a church when I can help in sacking up food in bags, and clothing pantries as well. That's how our life is for us as we depend on our heavenly Father And He alway's takes care of us,He's shown us both different kinds of way that only Him can do in taking care of us, we've seen how the Lord bring us money to pay these bills, and car, and food unto us and protects us through these storms that comes through out town. I can never say enough about our Jesus! At least not so much in words as it is in tounges is where it's between he and I only. We truly trust Him[Jesus Christ & the Trinity] in every kind of conditions,situations, trials that comes our way in being in him.I'll lways grow as in time and seasons just like many of You but the potter hs His wheel as He is going forth in every side that brings up such strong reasons to produce all of my causes, issues,that comes before Himself to represents me in all of my ways as an intercessor for the release to come forth in His own "power & authority in taking me unto His own character daily in being in obedience unto Jesus Christ that continues to draw me until He comes for everyone at a moments notice. The idols are gone and all is left is JESUS today.That my sisters & brothers is the way it is here. I know I didn't mentioned alot of other things but in general You get the message, others that know me daily know all of those missing parts of my life. i_a,godschild would like to Thank You for allow in this site,group sites, web sites and other prayer sites as well in holding one another up for prayer's being totally united in everyone around this world, it's about Jesus Christ first and prayers,intecessory prayer's and at other times about this vast world we live in today which this old world as we all know it is slowly departing to be reaching our home in glory and Not missing love ever again and may I alway's growing unto my precious Jesus Christ for He's my lawyer, judge unto this world ends. I will alway's praying and sharing with him in my own heart for everyone in my life No matter where each of You are in this world that God has made as His people whom stands firm and true without a spot or a wringkle in heading to that one final place called: A New Jerusalem" Prayer: Father, I loose any stronghold in my life protecting wrong feelings I have against anyone. Forgive me as I forgive those who have caused me pain, loss or grief. I loose any desire for retribution or to rectify. In the name of Jesus, I loose the power and effects of any harsh or hard words (word curses) spoken about me, to me or by me. I loose any strongholds connected with them. I loose all generational bondages and their stronghold from myself. I thank you Jesus that you have promised whatsoever I bind and loose on earth will be bound and loosed in heaven. In Jesus name, I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace.I loose the grave clothes from my soul. I loose any generational bondage from my soul. I loose any opposition and resistance from my soul and I loose any hidden agendas from my soul. I loose, shatter, and destroy the layer of self-control and self-defense, that I have allowed my soul to put down over my unmet needs, my unhealed hurts, and my unresolved issues. Father, some of them have been there for so long, and I have believed they would never be fixed. Forgive me, Father, for believing this, help me to work with You to loose layer after layer myself, so that these layers of vulnerability can be exposed to Your healing grace. Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. . Thank You for reading this and may You be blessed alway's and forever. Amen. i_amgodschild. .

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